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'harry please, i was going to tell you i promise' i yelled frantically.

'were you actually going to tell me that you were hitting it off with my best mate' he yelled back at me.

'i was harry, please' i sniffled

'i thought you said he wasn't here' i whispered annoyed at simon

'he wasn't but he is now' he whispered back and smiled mischievously

'when were you going to tell me then, huh? because it didn't seem like anytime soon' he took a step closer to me and i froze instantly

i looked up at him and gulped
'it's complicated harry.'

harry clenched his fist so i grabbed hold of it making sure he wasn't about to make a big mistake and shook my head.

'don't do this' i whispered.

'Yo harry Lad step away' simon stepped in and pulled harry away from me.

'harry, you ought to yell at your "best mate" too'
talia took hold of my hand.

'He hasn't done anything'

'i have..i knew you were both dating and i still went along with this, if anything i started this' simon finally spoke up.  I looked up at simon with a worried look.

'finally, mr minter spoke up' talia said in defence as i was stood frozen.

'look harry, i know lib better than anyone else in this room and i for sure know she was planning on telling you asap, she just didn't know how to and you wanna know why' talia began and i looked up at her and placed a finger over my mouth mimicking for her to shut up, but she continued.

'because she lost her virginity to you and she felt a connection with you and she wasn't sure if her and simon were actually serious because that fucker couldn't decide and-' i ran off before i could hear the rest of talia's speech. I hid in the bathroom with embarrassment.

now the whole school knows i lost my virginity to a fuck boy. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

i took a sip of my alcoholic beverage and leant up against the bathroom door, in a slight panic and fluster. Trying to steady my breathing i inhaled for 4 seconds and out four 4 seconds.

*knock knock*

'who is it' i said quietly.

'it's harry' he said from the other side of the door. My heart dropped once more.

'what do you want, you don't want to see me' i sniffled

'i want to speak to you, that's why i'm here'

i patted my face making sure i didn't ruin my make up and opened the door slowly. I went and sat on the edge of the bath, opposite from harry, not making eye contact.

'i shouldn't of yelled at you like that' harry broke the awkward silence

'i should of told you, i feel like a bitch i shouldn't of hid it from you' i began to ramble but harry stopped me.

'simon not knowing if you two were actually going to be serious was his own fault and you have every right to be unsure-'

'i led you on harry' i said sternly. The bathroom went silent for a moment.

'you were amazing..considering it was your first time' harry laughed awkwardly, i looked up at him and couldn't help but laugh at his statement.

'i could say the same, but that obviously came with experience' i joked and he smiled softly.

'sorry' we both said in unison. Harry opened up his arms and i fell into them.

'you know if me and simon don't work out, can i come back to you?' i joked and tried to make that obvious.

'of course you can, on one condition, only if you aren't pregnant' harry also joked along with me. We both laughed.

'and this is why we would've worked out if my best mate didn't come and ruin things' harry sighed. I looked up at him and frowned. My heart truly hurts for him.

'i'm sorry..i just— who wouldn't wanna date the high school bad boy, right?' i said sarcastically but also truly meant it.

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