future is ours<miniminter>

fourty one

'and two of them have cheated on me' i replied bluntly. He removed his arms from my waist and took a step back.

'only harry didn't cheat on me si' i turned around and began putting the clothes on that simon had given me.

'i don't want to talk about it lib, i regret it so much i really do but harry is no good for you..so don't go back to him.' he sighed, i looked at him and hesitated before replying

'i slept with haz recently' i looked down at my hands almost instantly not wanting to see the reaction on his face.

'you-what' he stuttered

'why didn't you tell me sooner' he replied duetting frustrated

'at least i told you, you should be grateful' i laughed and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

'why didn't you tell me that was simons room?' i asked jj who was making himself a cup of tea

'i didn't need too' he stopped what he was doing and turned to face me.

'you did..me and simon haven't spoken in months' i lied

'oh lib, you really think he didn't tell me about last night' he laughed

i gulped and didn't respond
jj continued making his cup of tea as i ordered myself an uber. The rest of the wait before i got my uber was silent, so awkward. I enjoyed last night but not this morning. Simon needs to work harder if he wants to get me back fully. I'm sat on my couch in simons hoodie and joggers still, they smelt of him and it sent shivers down my spine.

haz :)

hey haz, sorry i didn't respond last night it was crazy haha but im alright x

i knew i needed to tell harry eventually but i didn't feel that right now was the right time. After telling simon i can already predict what harrys reaction is going to be. I gladly avoided seeing harry and the rest of the boys this morning so i didnt have to tell him right then and there, but that could also mean simon will go and approach harry about the whole thing. I sat thinking to myself about these life choices.