future is ours<miniminter>

thirty four

'so what your saying is that you and the boys stopped speaking to tobi because he chose his family over you guys and the drugs?' i sat across from harry who was sat leant up against the head board of my bed.

'told you it wasn't anything exciting' he laughed

'i think it's quite cute actually, he such a genuine guy and that's why i love him' i smiled whilst thinking about tobi.

'no seriously i think you guys should speak to him soon' i looked towards harry who looked at unease.

'i don't know lib' he sighed and rested his head back.

'why not?' i moved up and kissed his neck before resting my head on his bare chest.

'we left it on an awkward note' he said softly

'i'll speak to tobs when i see him next, if that's what you would like' i looked up at him still rested on his chest.

it took a moment before he looked down and nodded. We laid in silence for a while just scrolling through our phones.

i burst out laughing when i came across a photo of harry

'what's so funny?' he looked at me confused but i couldn't respond.

he began doing fake cpr on me trying to get a response from me. Which made me laugh even more.

'i can not believe i just found this picture of you' i said inbetween laughs.

he snatched my phone from my hand and took a look at the picture.

'how and why do you have this!' he raised his voice whilst his face turned a pinky tone.

'no reason' i shut up after realising the real reason why i have it is too embarrassing.

'i'm deleting this!' he said as he clicked the bin and raised his finger above the delete button.

'i don't think so lewis' i grabbed my phone out of his hand and chucked it across the room.

after coming to realisation that i had to threw my floor across the hard floor i got up quickly, adjusted my short shorts and picked up my phone.
I slowly turned it around to see it had a ginormous crack across the screen.

'oh for fuck sake' i groaned as i hopped back into bed.

'there has to be a reason why you have that of me' he turned to look at me.

'there is but i ain't telling you nothing' i crossed my arms as i was determined i wasn't.

'but-.'

'nope' i raised my index finger to his plushed lips and smiled innocently.

'cup of tea?' i said as i got out of bed slowly

'only if you tell me why' he got up slowly and stretched

'that's fine, no cup of tea for you' i said as i swayed my hips walking out of my room.

tobs

hey lib, how you doing?

i'm great thanks, you? what you been up to?

good good and not much, just playing football with the brothers you know how it is.

when are you free next?

i looked down at his text, not opening it and then over to harry who was laying on my sofa shirtless watching the football.

'hey lib, have you got any beer?' his voice creeped towards me from the living room.

with that i had got out an ice cold beer from my fridge and handed it over to him.

'so how's it going?' i said sitting down besides him.

seeing how intrigued in the game he was made me wonder what they find so interesting in a ball being kicked and passed around a big patch of grass with a few lines around it.

'Chelsea scored once and Madrid once also' he didn't make eye contact with me.

'is that good or no?' i asked

'depends, if chelsea scores again within the next 15 minutes and madrid don't then chelsea wins otherwise they either tie or madrid wins if they score again' he rambled on

i smiled and took a sip of my now warm tea. I looked out of the overly sized windows of my apartment and out onto the london daytime busyness

i've missed harrys company so much and especially how much he cares for me. I shouldn't be doing this. Not one bit. But he's too cute and caring to not want to spend time with him. I often think back to when me and harry once dated and the memories we created. I never once forgot about this even when i was with simon. The amazing trips to the beach, The Nando's dates, The cinema dates and just all the time spent with him. I always trusted him with everything and simon i did not trust him with a lot of things, which shows why we didn't work out. But i don't think i can trust someone as easily anymore not after being cheated on twice now.

'fucking get in lads!!' i felt harry emerge from his comfy position on the sofa and heard him yelling with excitement.

hearing him shout almost gave me a heart attack.

'jesus haz' i held my heart and shook my head. He looked down at me before sitting beside me and placing his arm around me.

'sorry' he laughed slightly and kissed my forehead.