future is ours<miniminter>

fourty four

hours went by before i eventually gave up pestering the boys who were at home to tell me where simon had gone. It's clearly something i shouldn't know about. Negative thoughts and regrets were racing around my brain. My heart felt as though it was sat at the bottom of my stomach and my eyes felt watery. I tried holding back my tears of worry and regret but it seemed almost impossible.

'i knew i shouldn't of trusted him' i said to myself, thinking i was alone.

'what' josh asked me

'oh nothing' i got up slowly and headed upstairs to his room.
i looked around at his teenage boy like room. No matter his age he will always have a messy teenage boy room. I looked at the picture frames that had photos of us in them. No matter his age he will always be hard to read. I looked at the draw that he called my draw. No matter his age he will always be the caring man he is.

i was lost in my deep thoughts. Remembering all the good times that i desperately wanted and needed back. I laid flat on his bed staring up at the off white ceiling, tears rolling down my cheeks.

'why am i still here' i thought to myself

'because you love him' the strange voice in my head spoke. They're not wrong.

'where is she?' i heard simons voice grow closer as he walked up the stairs.

'i think she left' jj replied back.

'for fuck sake' i heard simon groan as he opened the door. He placed two selfridges bags down infront of his wardrobe, not having noticed me yet. I continued laying there in silence.
All of a sudden a heard a few things fall to the floor.

'fuck me libby' simon held onto his chest out of shock.
I chose not to respond due to being annoyed at him for leaving without no explanation.

he picked up the things that had fallen and then turned to face me.

'so what you're just going to lay there in a bra and joggers and not respond?' he raised his eyebrows

and too which i didn't respond again.
He walked towards me slowly and laid next to me.

'then i shall join you' he placed his arm around my shoulder.

we sat there in silence for about 3 minutes before i turned my head to face him, surprisingly he was already looking at me which caused me to not be able to maintain a straight face. A slight smile formed on my lips.

'what's wrong moody pants' he laughed

'you left without giving me an explanation' i frowned

'so this is what that's about?' he shook his head

'i started over thinking.. i wasn't getting any response from the boys.' i looked into his eyes.
him doing the same.

'that's because i told them not to say a murmur' he kissed my lips softly. Which broke out into a slightly longer and more passionate kiss.

'close your eyes' he mumbled into the kiss before pulling away and getting up.
i did as i was told.

'here' he placed the two Selfridges bags infront of me.
i pulled out a Van Cleef & Aprels box which once i opened it hand a gold bracelet with blue flowers on it.

'jesus christ all mighty' i said in complete shock.
simon laughed at my genuine reaction.

'here, let me put it on for you' he took hold of my hand and the bracket and gently placed it around my wrist. I looked at the dainty bracelet around my wrist in awe.

'but why?' i asked curiously.

'there's one more' he picked our a balenciaga box from the other bag.

'i hate you, you know that' i shook my head

'go on' he ushered my hand towards the box.

i slowly opened the box and tears fell from my eyes.

'aww lib' he pulled me into a tight hug.

'i just don't understand why' i laughed due to me crying

'because i love you' he said softly

'love you too si' i kissed his lips softly .