future is ours<miniminter>

thirty one

'so what happened exactly?' tobi questioned as we sat on his bed in his house(he shared with his parents).

'i went to surprise the boys and simon and while i was walking behind them jj asked simon how his night went. But previous to jj asking that josh asked jj how a girl was. So it was clear what had happened.' i huffed and leant back on his bed.

'anyway i confronted simon after he had said that he had fucked up big time and he denied that he had cheated, but it was so obvious, how can you of fucked up big time if you hadn't cheated' i felt a tear roll down my cheek.

'hey lib, maybe he was telling the truth..maybe he didn't cheat and you just took that conversation the wrong way' he wrapped his arm around me.

'no tobi..my gut feeling told me even before he went on holiday, i knew i couldn't trust him.' more tears fell down my cheeks.

'how the fuck could he of just facetimed me everyday as if nothing had happened.' i shook my head and wiped my tears away.

'sorry i'm annoying, i'll go' i began to get up but tobi dragged me back down and brought me into a hug.

'you're not annoying, you just got your heart broken it's okay to rant and cry' he sighed

i didn't respond and i just embraced his hug.

'get some rest' tobi said as he got up slowly and headed out of his room.

i waited a few moments making sure tobi had definitely gone and i dialled fins number.

'hey fin' i sniffled

'hey lib, how's it going?' his cheerful voice pinged through the phone.

'not so great actually' i huffed

'what's happened, is everything alright? are mum and dad and talía alright?' fin frantically spoke

'mum dad and talia are perfectly fine, it's just me' i could feel the tears building up.

'talk to me lib, come on' fin said

i explained the whole situation again to fin.

'i knew i couldn't trust him' i said, practically sobbing by now.

'come on lib, cheer up. There's better men out there for you' fins sympathetic voice spoke.

'there isn't fin..i really thought simon was the one' i burst out crying after saying that sentence and realising he really wasn't the one.

'what about that tobi kid? he seems nice enough'

'no no he's one of my best friends' i sniffled once again.

me and fin chatted for around an hour and it felt amazing to have someone to talk to..someone like family. Fin had said to tell my parents but i can't, not after what they have said about simon that would just make them hate him even more. And i know i shouldn't care about him still but i do and i always will.

*skip a few days*

'how you feeling darling?' tobi's mum handed me a cup of coffee.

'better..not extremely better but i'll get there' i smiled softly.

'yes that's right dear you will..after a storm comes a rainbow' she smiled.

Tobi's mum is the sweetest. Tobi has a job and isn't always around so me and his mum have a good bond it's lovely. You know a mum figure i guess because i most certainly didn't have a good one.