future is ours<miniminter>

thirty seven

i sighed in relief as i walked through my apartment door, soaking. I headed over to the kitchen and made myself a luke warm tea. Luke warm so i could hop right into a bubble bath.

i began running my bath, adding some bubble bath and a bath bomb from lush. Switching on my laptop i set up netflix, placed my tea near by the bath and hopped into the bath. Just what i needed after a long shift at work.
i chose to watch 'how i met your mother' it's a great show, kind of like friends but slightly more funnier.

*few hours later*
i was scrolling through twitter when i received a message from

si<3

what you up to?

i looked at the message in utter shock and confusion. He had texted me and i have no idea how to feel about it.

nothing.

want some company?

and before i could reply i heard a knock on my front door. I slowly emerged myself from my comfy spot on my bed and headed over to the door. I took a deep breath and opened the door.

'long night at work?' simon smirked at me.

'uh yeah' i laughed nervously confused

he slowly brought me closer to his warm body and kissed me gently.
We ended up in my room.

'simon, i can't do this-' i pulled away from the intense kiss.

'what why not?' he spoke

'really? do you not remember the fucked up shit you did ?' i asked and shook my head in disbelief

he sighed
'look i'm sorry about that i truly am, it was a stupid mistake and i am not proud of it at all' he finally owned up to his mistake and that had left me in complete awe.
So i gladly continued making out with him-

*the next morning*
i was woken up by the sound of a familiar snore coming from next to me. Then all the flashbacks of last night came flooding back in and i immediately regretted it.
what about harry, what about tobi, what about the promises i made, what about the boys what will they think.
this is not what i needed right now, life was kind of getting back on track and of course simon had to come and take it all back off of the tracks once again.

i laid beside him, staring into space.

'morning beautiful' his raspy morning voice spoke.

i looked at him and smiled slightly

'you have to go' i got up and shoved on an oversized tee

'why, was last night not amazing?' he sat up slowly

'no comment but seriously you have to go, like right now' i said as i rushed him out of my bed and towards the door.

'woah woah lib, you can't just ignore what happened last night' he stopped just outside the door.

'oh yes i can, actually i very easily can' i said as i smiled and shut the door.

i panicked and shut him out again.
that was a close call, harry is coming over in about 10 minutes and i'm not ready. I rushed upstairs and got ready. Completely shutting out the fact that i have to tell harry last nights events.

*knock knock*

'haz!' i said as i swung the door open

'hi beautiful' he responded with and pulled me into a hug.

i zoned out and thought about simon saying almost the exact same thing.

'tea? coffee? cold drink?' i pulled away and headed over the the kitchen

'just some water please' harry said as he sat on the counter.

i made him his glass of water and sat down on the opposite counter

'so how was your night?' i asked harry, curious to see if he had noticed simon wasn't at the house.

'i was out with ethan, we went to a few clubs..yours?'
i sighed in relief but in my head not in real life.

'it was uh-great' i replied almost instantly out of panic

'what made it so great?' he smiled and got off the counter and walked towards me.

'oh i-uh-i just had a bath and relaxed you know after my shift' i laughed nervously as he approached me.

'mmm sounds great' he murmured as he pressed his lips against mine. I pushed him away instantly.

'harry i can't do this-no' i huffed

'why are you acting like there is no chemistry between us?' he looked at me with a slightly annoyed expression .

'there-there was but the thing is-' i was cut off by him.

'you found another guy who is way more hotter than me and way more cooler than me' he said as he picked up his jacket and headed towards the door.

'it's simon.' i said, harry froze. It was silent.

'i didn't mean for anything to happen it just- i-' i began rambling trying to apologise

'no you know what, you go back to the person who cheated on you that's fine.' he said as he looked back at me once more.

'harry please i really do like y-' he had walked out and slammed the door shut.

i immediately broke down.