future is ours<miniminter>

twenty

'describe yourself in one word' harry asked the group of us who were sat in the boys' house.

'motivated' jj piped up

'tall' simon also piped up

'boring' was what i said.

everyone looked at me as everyone's responses were positive.

'what, it's the truth' i shrugged my shoulders and shuffled in my seat uncomfortably

'you ain't boring, if anything you're annoying' simon joked.

'how do you guys put up with her' talia laughed.

all of a sudden i felt simon on top of me, he began tickling me and giving me soft punches which i gladly returned.

'stop it you idiot' i chuckled trying to push him away but it didn't work so i gave him a slightly harder knee to the dick and he soon fell to the floor.

'fuck you' simon groaned in pain

'you can gladly fuck me' i smirked, jokingly.

'simons future kids said non existent' josh said

'looks like lib will be going back to harry' ethan joked and i looked at him and rolled my eyes.

'will you guys ever let that go?' harry sighed and headed to the kitchen. I looked at simon and then got up and followed harry.

'ignore them' i said quietly whilst shutting the kitchen door behind me.

'it's getting repetitive now' he looked towards me whilst leaning against the counter.

'haven't you found a new girl, anyway?' i asked him, curious.

he looked at me in shock and hesitated before replying.
'yeah..her name is katie' he smiled softly.

'good for you haz, seriously' i walked over and gave him a slight hug before walking to get a drink from the fridge.

'don't be shagging in my kitchen' simon yelled and laughter erupted from the boys mouths.

I put my head in my hands before taking a deep breath and then letting it go.

'let go of that now..we've both moved on' i said sternly as i walked out of the kitchen, all of the boys attention was on me.

'it's just a joke chill' jj said

'well harry and i think it's stupid and unfair' i walked over to the door and picked up my bag.

'see you all tomorrow' i raised my voice and walked out.

i began walking once i'd put my airpods in. I loved the walk home from simons to mine, it was so peaceful, but today it wasn't. I had so much going on in my mind. My "boyfriend", My ex boyfriend, My friends.

haz

do you want me to take you home?

no, it's fine, thanks for asking

no i'm taking you for a milkshake, where you @

fine, i'm at the end of Elms Close.

i stopped and waited for harry. I know he's just trying to be a friend but it's awkward ever since the previous events. I was brought out of my thoughts by a very loud horn.

'shitting hell, haz' i laughed whilst taking my airpods out and getting in the passenger seat.

'you down for milkshakes?' was all he said to which i nodded in response.

'cookies and cream milkshake and a strawberry milkshake please' harry said.

i got out the amount for my milkshake and handed it to harry. He looked at me and shook his head but i kept my hand there for which he then took the money.

'so why do you think you're boring huh?' harry asked as we walked along the beach.

'i just am' i said and took a sip of my milkshake

'well, i don't know who told you that but they're lying'

'you really don't think i'm boring?' i asked him.

'you really think i would've dated someone who was boring?' he came back with and i looked down at my milkshake without responding.

'i am really sorry about that, you know that right?' i finally spoke up after a few metres of walking.

'you can't blame yourself for it, you can't choose who you like' he smiled softly and placed his arm around my shoulders.

'i guess so..it's just unfair' i huffed, looking up at him to be met with his blue eyes.

'life can be unfair sometimes'
'besides we've both moved on' he said.

my heart dropped when he said that last sentence. I love him i really do and the fact we are being forced to move on sucks. Even though it's my fault.

before i could say anything else my phone began ringing.

si :) answer or decline

i looked up at harry and he nodded.

'yes si?' i said as soon as i picked up the phone

'chill out lib' i heard simon say

'me chill out? i have every right to be annoyed at you' i scoffed

'annoyed? at me? what?' simon said from the other side of the phone.

'yes simon, you joined in on the jokes and you know that pisses me off, it's unfair on both harry and i'

harry looked at me and took hold of my hand.
'leave it' was what he mouthed to me.

'i don't have time for this, i'm busy' i said breaking the silence.

'where are you? are you with him?' simon questioned.

'you mind your business.' i hung up and shook my head.