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Hello, again, sorry it's not an update!!!

I just wanted to explain like in case you didn't follow me so weren't sure what exactly was going on!!

The next chapter is in the works, like 2300 words of it are done!!!

However this week is the anniversary of my close friends death, she killed her self a few years ago, and to make it a bit harder this year I found out some new information about it all a couple of days ago. So emotionally I'm not in the headspace. I want to be, because writing is such a good release, but right this second I just can't think straight. Like I can't think coherently.

Ngl writing this has helped a bit haha. My parents know about it, but haven't asked or spoken to me about it all at all. They just do what they have always done and ignore feelings. Which is shit. My close friends were also close friends with her, so I can't exactly talk to them and offload my shit because the sure going through it. And other then them I have nothing. So I'm sort of just sitting on these feelings or more lack of feelings atm...just numb haha, but in a totally excruciating numb way...

Anyway end of my drama and life story 😬💛

After that I have two weeks to do two assignments for uni, but I'm hoping I'll still manage to update despite that!!

Love you all, I hope you're still hear despite my disappearance!!!

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