{Carmen in the MM}
1:15 pm
I texted August back telling him I would love to go. usually dates would be late but I guess were going to more than one place. I have to be ready by 3 so I went shopping around 10 and bought me a white body suit, with some white air forces, and a pink jacket just in case it gets cold. I can't wait for tonight I'm so excited.
I walked downstairs with a smile on my face until it faded. I saw someone I didn't wanna see which was my brothers friend, Trevor. I rolled my eyes heading towards the kitchen. did I mention I was still mad at my brother? I grabbed my last batch of pineapples and tried to head back to my room until Trevor stopped me. ugh here we go again.
"What Trevor?"
"I missed you"
"Ha ha very funny. you know, you should become a comedian your really good at telling jokes"
I brushed passed him walking back into my bedroom. I turned to chiller and watched some of their movies to pass the time.
2:20 pm
I just got out the shower and heard that Trevor and my bean head brother are still here. I need to hurry up and leave. I threw on my black bra and matching lace panties and headed back to the bathroom to do my hair. I picked up my comb but ended up dropping it . when I bent over I felt someone tap my butt. the Fuck?
I stood up and to my surprise it was Trevor.
"You look good in that"
"Whatever can you leave please so I can get ready?"
He left and I began to do my hair. I flat ironed it than curled the ends. I went back to my room slid on my dress and applied some make up.
3:00 pm
i headed downstairs and got a text from August telling me to Come on out. I unlocked the front door and was about to leave until my brother stopped me.
"Where you going?
"on a date"
"Oh well have fun. come back late if you want too"
I looked at him like he was crazy. was he tryna get rid of me? if so it's working! I hugged him and left out. I saw August leaning against his car then opening the door for me. I hopped right in just ready to go wherever. He hoped in and smiled at me, then started up the car.
the ride was pretty silent, just like when we made out at the club the other night. I don't know why it get so awkward when were together. I looked at him while he drove. he looked so cute when he's focusing. I wanted to just kiss his face a million times more. when we reached our destination, I was amazed at the beautiful sight.
we were at a carnival, it was just...wow. he got out the car and opened the door for me. he shut the door, grabbed my hand and we began walking.
7:00 pm
"Thanks for bringing me out tonight, I had a lot of fun"
"Anything for a beautiful girl"
He touched my face and began to slowly move in. he was moving way to slow and I was getting impatient. I grabbed his face and just kissed him. we pulled away putting our heads together than beginning our short walk to the car.
7:30 pm
We got out the car heading towards...the beach? I didn't bring a swim suit. my thoughts were interrupted by the wonderful candle light dinner waiting for us. I was so shocked that I barely could walk any further.
"August...this is beautiful. you did all this...for me?"
"Yeah baby girl"
he gently pulled me to him and sat me down on the red sheet. we had strawberries, some mini chocolates, and whip cream. this night was just the best night of my life. the more times I see him and the more that I am with him, I fall in love every second, of every day. he almost has my heart, I hope I'm close to having his. I know what your thinking and I don't care! strippers can love too.
10:45 pm
"Oh my God you are to funny"
"I know right"
We both stopped laughing and just started staring each other dead in the eyes. I need him, I want him. not tomorrow not the day after I need him now. He walked closer to me kissing me with all he's got. I stopped myself and thought for a minute.
"do you wanna come in? I mean if you want to. you don't have to if you don't"
"Yeah I would love to come in"
I bit my lip leading him inside. the house was really quiet so I figured my brother was gone. I turned towards August and kissed him again. let me tell you it got really heated. he picked me up carrying me up stairs without breaking the kiss. he gently laid me on my bed kissing my lips then my neck. I moaned a little but that made him stop. what's up with him?
"um...Carmen?"
"Yes? What's wrong?"
"I just...don't think it's the right time to do this"
"it's someone else isn't it? I knew I should've stayed to myself"
"no no no it's not that it's just...I really love you and I don't wanna move to fast in things like this. I wanna make sure this is gonna work before we...you know"
"You love me?"
I sat up gently pushing him off of me. he loves me? am I hearing things clearly?
"Yes...and I wasn't sure if you loved me back. I just wanna have a positive relationship before we get busy Alright? maybe a couple more months"
"okay, I understand. I probably didn't wanna do it right now either. sorry if I led you on"
"It's cool. I could still stay if you want"
I nodded. we laid down wrapped up in each others arms. I had my head on his chest listening to his heart beat. I smiled at the thought of even sleeping with him. then another thought popped into my head. Where the hell is my brother? he's never out this late. oh well ill check with him in the morning. I closed my eyes and began to drift away. my life was sort of becoming complete now that I have. August to take my mind off of things. I needed a little love that I've never gotten.
