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(Katniss POV)
I wake up to the sun shining brightly in my face. I'm still very exhausted from last nights events and I'm still very angry.
There's a small knock on the door then my mom comes in. "Hey," she says as she comes and sits on the side of my bed.
"I talked to your dad." I give a frustrated sigh at the mention of him.
"What'd you guys talk about?" I get out of bed and walk toward the mirror. I look like complete shit.
"Well, we talked about a lot." I look back at her and wait for her to continue but she doesn't.
"Okay, will you tell me what you talked about?" She pats the bed next to her motioning for me to sit down.
I walk over to the bed and sit beside her. She grasps my hand lightly. "I went over there and his face was red from where he'd been crying. We talked about our relationship and we talked about you." I get thrown off a bit at the mention of their relationship, their non- existent relationship.
"I told him that although I do miss him I'm with Plutarch now and I love Plutarch. He finally accepted that he'd never get me back and he said he was happy for me and he really wanted to talk to you." I bite my lip while I think of what I should do.
"I think I'll go over there but maybe you should spend the day with Prim so we can talk alone." She nods her head lightly then we both stand up.
She hugs me tightly and I hug her back. "Things might not go as planned but you still have to love him." I nod my head against her shoulder then pull away.
I walk down stairs and out the door without bidding anyone else goodbye. I don't bother getting a ride from Gale because I really just need some time to think about what I'm going to say. I come to the realization that I probably look like a psycho walking on the street in my present state. Hair all knotted, dark circles under my eyes, and a complete hot mess.
By the time I got home, I've probably gotten more weird looks than I normally do. But it doesn't phase me in any way at all.
I walk through the door to see my dad on the couch looking worse than I've ever seen him.
"We need to talk." he looks up at me then instantly stands up.
"Oh, uh, I wasn't expecting you." I walk into the kitchen and he follows closely behind me.
"Look, we both should be sorry for the events that happened last night. I should've never said those things to you and I feel really guilty for saying those things to you. You should feel very guilty for barging in like that! It wasn't even your house!" By the time I finish saying what I needed to get off my chest I'm screaming.
"Just let it out, Katniss." I don't know how to take any of this anger out.
I grab a glass off the counter and throw it at the wall causing it to shatter into pieces. "Don't you dare say that was unnecessary because that wasn't as bad as last night! So help me that if you ever pull some shit like that again I will go and live with mom are we clear!?" Now that I have that off my chest I feel much better.
"I'm sorry, Katniss, I really am I didn't mean to hurt you or Prim or your mother in anyway and I'm sorry I've made you so angry." He grabs my shoulders and sits me down in a chair calmly.
"Well, you sure have scared Prim! You might want to think about cleaning yourself up and possibly getting her some ice cream or something because there is no way she'll forgive you after what you've done." I stand straight back up, surprising him.
"I will forgive you sometime but not for a little while." With those last words I run up to my room, locking the door behind me.
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Look, if you guys aren't going to comment and give me feedback on my stories then I don't know why I'm writing. I've lost interest in writing because you guys won't give me feedback and won't try at all to support me. I know that my "You Saved Me" series is over but that doesn't mean that I'm done writing. I make so many other stories that people aren't reading and it makes me sad because a lot of people who did comment either have stopped commenting, or have stopped reading altogether because You Saved Me is over. I may not be the best writer ever, but I'm only 14 give me a break. I have a life outside of writing and it gets pretty hard to actually update and I'm sorry that I can't make it perfect and some things are off but I will do my best to fix those errors and make my books to the best I can get them. I had a new book up and I asked you guys to read it but no one did, so I took it down and if it's going to start being that way for all my books then I'll start taking them down as well. If you guys won't read, comment, or vote on my stories then I will go to extreme measures to possibly get you guys to interact.
When I write I really expect some feedback but I don't get any and it really disappoints me and it honestly lowers my self-esteem. If you guys want me to stop writing then I will because I won't write just so you guys can read and not give me feedback. Some of you won't even read this but if you don't start commenting and giving me feedback then I will stop writing and taking my books down because it really hurts when no one gives me their input and their opinions so please start doing it.
-Syd
