I quickly sat up, gasping for air as beads of sweat dripped down my face. Another night terror. Just great. I groaned as I looked over to the clock on the bedside able to see I still had another hour and a half to go wake up Harry and get ready to leave. I quietly slipped outof the room, trying not to wake anyone else up in the process. I quickly tip toed over to the extra room and opened the door slightly, only to see him already up and ready to go. I opened the door the rest of the way before staring at him in amazement.
"How the hell did you get up and get ready before I did?" I asked, causing him to quickly turn around and face me. "It was me. I had to use the bathroom and I saw you were still asleep so I decided to help out a bit and get him ready so you wouldn't have as much trouble this morning before you left." Rachel said, handing me a to go cup filled with coffee. "Thanks, Rach, I don't know what I'd do without you." I said, smiling lightly at her. "Some times I don't know either, love. Now, go get dressed and take your bag downstairs. We'll meet you down there." she said, slightly pushing me back toward my room.
I giggled and shuffled back to my room, sipping my coffee a few times along the way. When I had finally reached my room, I opened the door and immediatly looked down as I saw who just happened to be coming right out of the bathroom. "What are you doing here?" I asked, quickly walking over to where I had layed my clothes out for today."Well, this is my room, my house, and my clothes are in here, but other than that, I came to appologize. I'm not the one who kissed her. I was very incredibly drunk and wasn't thinking straight, which was stupid of me in the first place and-" he stopped to take a breath. I could tell he was trying so hard not to cry, but his attempts were shattered when multiple tears fell down his face, along with a rather loud sob escaping his lips.
"Alex, just-just don't ok? I have a flight to catch. We'll talk about this when I get back, if I decide to come back." I said, quickly stripping off my pj's before pulling on my jeans and tanktop I always wore when I have to go on airplanes because they're comfortable.
I took one more look at him before picking up my bag and running down the stairs, meeting Harry and Rachel at the bottom. I stopped by the door and pulled on my Vans which I had taken off last night when I got home then walked out the door, gasping at what was infront of me.
Rian, Jack, Zack, all of my band, Aleexis, Kellin, and all of our other friends who lived within reasonable distance from here holding a giant sign saying 'We'll miss you tons!' on it. I smiledat their attempt to make me happy, because by now they all knew what had happened and knew that there was a very small chance I would come back.
"I'm gonna miss you all so much." I said as a tear fell down my face. "I'll see you guys in a few months, ok? I love you all but planes don't wait for people very often and I doubt I'll be an excpetion." I laughed slightly, throwing my stuff in the car and climbing in joining Harry and Rachel. I watched sadly as Alex came out, his eyes red and puffy from crying and waved slightly at me as we pulled out of the driveway and sped off toward the airport. This was gonna be a long trip.
Ashton's POV
"Alright lads, Lillie and Harry are on their way. She just texted me saying that they were about to take off and that she loves us all." Luke said, smiling down at his phone. He really loved his sister, even if they weren't biological siblings they always acted like they were. They're so close that when I had first met her, I thought that they were dating. I had to admit, I was really jealous there for a while untilI found out they were step-siblings.
I miss her, a lot. I really wish I hadn't been so stupid and do the thing I did. I honestly loved her so much and I was planning on asking her to marry me soon, seeing as we had been dating for almost four years when she dumped me. I'm not mad at her at all. If I were her I would've dumped me too. I was a fool and took for granted just how amazing she was.
