Rags And Riches

The Late Queen Lizzy Williams

Logan's Point of View!

A Week Later!

Today was my grandmother's funeral.  Luke came with Izzy just to support me but to also pay his respects.  I mean my grandmother truly loved him and Izzy.  My fath-- Lord Henry put on the biggest show at my grandmother's funeral but he couldn't have buried her faster.  He and my mom have officially stopped talking and she's moved to the complete other side of their palace.  It's so big they don't even have to see each other. She said, " He is not the man she married where and title s more important than the love he had for his family."   Aaron and I have completely disowned him as well. Truthfully I've been done with him but the way he treated my grandmother after her death and before I'll never forgive it.  Never.  We are currently at my mom and dad's palace having a meeting with Parliament.  " So it's official you're officially Queen.  The only thing left for you to decide is what role your family will take in helping you " The chairmen said.    " As per usual Prince Aaron will help me with all of my dealings.  We are equally in power but he just stays in the background as he wishes,  My Mother wants to gain a spot on Parliament as she is working towards that so you will have an inside eye on how the kingdom will be running.  Prince Michael and his sister are equal in power helping me and Aaron find out what we need to do and what needs to be done at all times.  We are all playing our equal parts in this and will make sure England is protected at all cost if anything shall or will happen.  If anything was to happen to me Aaron will resume his spot as King and/Or my husband if I am married by then and/or Our children  " I said.

" What about Lord Henry, " The chairmen asked?  " He has no place in my council," I said.  " Excuse me " My father questioned?  The council began talking abruptly and loud.   " You see this is why She shouldn't be Queen.  She doesn't even respect her father.  Not to mention how does Lord Henry not have any place on the council " My father said.  " Lord Henry was so in a rush to burry his Mother so he can fight her ruling on me being Queen.  He inherited everything of hers except the throne and he's still not happy.  Not to mention he kicked my brother out of the palace and refused to let us move back in when I was crowned Queen not to mention he didn't even show us to my Coronation which cause a lot of issues with the Press.  This is who you would have had as King and also who you expect me to put on my council, No. he will run what I am trying to build up into the ground.  I won't have it " I said standing on what I am saying.  " So be it.  Dismissed Queen Logan " The chairmen said as everyone parted ways.  

I left immediately and drove to Luke's house.  I need a break.  When I arrived he wasn't home.  I grabbed my key and went inside waiting on him.  I went upstairs to his room and changed into a pair of his shorts and a shirt then I got into bed and laid down eventually dozing off.  I'm so tired I just need a break away from everything honestly and what better way than to spend time with my babies.  Honestly Luke has been so amazing during this process with my grandmother and everything else I couldn't ask for a better man.  Even with everything we have been going through in our relationship. He made sure not to bring it up or even talk about it.  Even though eventually we have to talk about it.  

(Later that day!)

I woke up smelling food.  I got up and went downstairs seeing Luke in the kitchen and Joey and Adonis watching tv on the couch.  " Hey sis," Joey said coming to hug me.  I hugged him back smiling.  " Hey sis," Adonis said hugging me as well.  " What y'all doing here," I asked?  " We came to check on you.  Were not staying for long.  Just wanted to make sure you're okay.  Death told us about your grandmom.  We are so sorry " Joey said.  " Oh yeah, that, " I said putting my head down.  I honestly had forgotten all about the funeral.  " Good going Joey " Adonis said nudging him.  " Sorry sis," Joey said.  " No biggy anyways what have you guys been up to, " I asked?  " You know us same old same old " Adonis said laughing with Joey.  I shook my head laughing.  "Hey baby," Luke said grabbing my waist.  " Hi, Luke," I said smiling.   " Are you hungry I made Pepper steak and rice " Luke said causing me to smile harder?  I ran into the kitchen and made myself a plate sitting down to eat.  I'm guessing Luke was talking to Joey and Adonis.  After I ate I went back upstairs to get into Luke's bed.  I heard the shower running.  I laid in bed and waited for him while watching a movie.  After a while, the door opened and Luke walked out with a towel wrapped around his body.

I usually turn my head but God was his body amazing.  I couldn't help but stare.   " Like what you see," Luke asked looking over at me as he looked for clothes?  My face turned red as I stuffed my face into the pillow.   I felt Lukes hands on me.  I sat up looking at him. He had put on boxers but was still naked.  " No need to get embarrassed baby," Luke said rubbing my face.  I grabbed his hand smiling.  " Kiss me.  Please " I begged.  Luke grabbed my throat pulling me to him.  Luke rubbed his lips on mine.  Teasing! Is he really teasing me?  The more I tried to pull forward the more he pushed back and gripped my neck. I can't believe he's doing this to me.  All it did was make me want him more.  I decided to take the initiative.  I forced myself on him.  I pulled myself onto his lap sliding my arms around his neck.  " Woah," Luke said gripping my throat.  I smashed my lips into his and kissed him after taking my shirt off.  Luke kissed back moving his hand from my throat to my waist gripping my butt.  

The kiss got so intense so fast and I was at my happiest.  I wanted this.  I wanted him to make love to me.  I wanted to feel him in a way I never have before I needed him. Luke pushed me onto the bed and got on top of me kissing my body.   I was moaning like crazy.  " Luke " I moaned low causing Luke to bite my inner thigh which initially drove me crazy.  " I told you about that " Luke said holding my legs.  " I'm sorry " I moaned.  " Logan we have to stop baby," Luke said pulling his self back.  " No way," I said frustrated.  " Baby, this isn't how you want your first time to be, " Luke said.  " I don't care about that.  Just please don't stop please " I said kissing him.  He pulled his arms around me.  Kissing me with so much force and passion.  " Logan please stop, " Luke said forcing his self away from me. " Are you not attracted to me," I asked finally?  The question has always been in my head but I didn't know if I was truly ready for the answer.   " Excuse me," Luke said confused.  I put my shirt on standing up.  

" Are you attracted to me?  You won't kiss me too long.  You won't have sex with me.  You've had sex with plenty of girls I am sure but you won't even touch me.  Am I not attractive to you " I asked?  " You've got to be kidding me.  You're beautiful to me. It's not that Logan " Luke said confused.  " Then what is it " I yelled.  " I just wanna go slow.  Why is that so hard to believe " Luke said but I could tell he was lying.  " Because you're lying and I can tell.  Luke, you never wanted to take it slow with anyone.  When we first started dating you literally almost took my virginity right on your couch now you want to take it slow.  It's been a year! You can't take it any slower " I said upset.  " I said what I said, " Luke said standing up as well putting on shorts.  I walked out of the room and grabbed my keys going to the door.  Before I could walk out Luke stopped me.  " Are you really leaving because I won't have sex with you.  You're the virgin you shouldn't even want me to have sex with you " Luke said upset.  " Exactly.  I should be the one stopping you and I am not.  I know this is what I want.  I want you.  I know what I am asking for.  I just never realized it's you that doesn't want me " I said and walked out.  I got in my car and drove home.  I went straight to my room without talking to anyone.