Rags And Riches

I Can Explain!

Luke's Point of View!
Two Day's Later!

I was most definitely on a warpath. I want to hurt something, anything, or anybody. I'm so pissed off I could kill that girl. I took Izzy to my mom's. I need her gone for a few days. I don't want to hurt my baby and I don't want her seeing me like this. She sat there in my face with this nigga. She sat there with him and laughed and joked around. Is she dead ass? Then had the nerve to say she can explain bitch I don't wanna hear that shit. I opened up to her is she dead ass. I'm a killer and I was soft for her ass. The more I thought the madder I got. I protected her against my boys and everything. Ain't no bitch ever meant that much to me. I went to the trap and decided to wait there and handle some business. I would have much rather stayed here than go home and do something stupid being in only my thoughts. I needed to let off some steam. while I was working my phone kept going off. I knew exactly who it was and I didn't wanna hear that shit at all. Fuck that girl man. Fuck her. She had my momma lying to me and everything like wtf type of shit is that. I worked for a few more hours and then I drove home.

When I got there guess who the fuck had the nerve to be sitting on my goddamn steps. I got out slamming my door. Logan stood up with a quickness. " Why the fuck are you at my house shortly," I said walking up to her. " You haven't answered any of my texts or calls. I don't want this to end like this. Please just let me explain " Logan said just above a whisper. " Explain what that you're a liar, that you're a Princess or the most fucked up one of all that you're fucking engaged " I yelled. Logan jumped. I could tell I was scaring her and part of me wanted to stop. Part of me wanted to hug her and tell her I was sorry but I was so pissed all I saw was red. " Please stop yelling at me. I didn't lie. At first, I didn't think this would turn into anything. I didn't think I would start to like you as much as I do so it was no reason to tell you. Once I realized how serious this was getting I was trying to find the right way to tell you who I was. I just didn't want you to look at me differently and It's a very complicated situation with my family as well. I never meant to lie to you or have you find out the way you did. You know me. You know that's not who I am " Logan said crying. I didn't know what to say or do. I just stood there.

" It doesn't change the fact that you're engaged. You accepted a marriage proposal the day after I asked you to be my girl. The day after I told you how I feel. You had been seeing him for months behind my back. I looked it up yall had been dating for a long time " I said still as anger if not more. " Our parent's arranged it. They've wanted us to marry since we were kids. Our families have been fighting for the higher rank for centuries and since we've only had boys being born for the last few years all they could do was fight for ranks. When Prince Michael's sister and I were born that ended and now it's either I and Michael are married which they prefer or my brother and Prince Michael's sister. My brother is in training to be King so he hasn't had time for dating. I was the sacrificial lamb. Michael doesn't want to marry me. I don't want to marry him. It's a shame. I only said yes so I didn't make my family look bad " Logan explained. " Why didn't you tell me. Why did you tell everybody else but me " I asked? " I liked how we were. I wasn't Princess Logan to you. I wasn't Prince Henry's daughter. It was Logan. I was just that. Nothing else. That's all I've wanted my entire life. Being a Princess is the most stressful thing ever. I would have killed to be just what I am to you. Myself " Logan said with her head down.

" Man you still lied to me. I'm thinking you got all this money and things from you being a lawyer. You're in Law School. You aren't even a Lawyer yet " I said throwing my hands up and walking in the house.  " You lied to me as well. You aren't innocent. Here I am thinking you're this sweet and amazing guy and you're a Thug who hurts people for a living. I never would have expected that from you " Logan said walking in right behind me. She got my ass there. With everything that had been going on I forgot all about her seeing me in that ally that one day.  " That has nothing to do with this," I said turning and facing her.  " It has everything to do with it. I don't want someone like that in my life " Logan said. That hit me hard.  " So what you saying man you don't wanna be with me," I asked pissed?  " A few minutes ago you didn't wanna be with me.  I'm not going to be with someone who hurts people " Logan yelled.  " You didn't give a damn about that all these last couple of months " I yelled back at her.  " I didn't know anything about it.  Do you know what this can do to my reputation?  I'm trying to become a lawyer.  My dad is a Lord.  My family is royal " Logan said pacing back and forth.  " This is when the real Logan comes out.  It's good to know that I'm not good enough for you " I said with my blood boiling with every word.  " That never came out of my mouth.  I don't think I'm better than anybody.  I know I'm not better than anybody.  I just can't be apart of this " Logan said.

" Apart from what " I yelled.  " Your lifestyle " Logan yelled back.  " Know what just get the fuck out I'm not gone beg nobody to be with me.  I do what I have to do to provide for myself and my daughter.  You can't understand that you not the bitch for me anyways " I said and instantly regretted it.  Logan looked hurt and her entire expression was shocked.  I've never talked to her like this.  Let alone called her out her name.  I knew it was no coming back from this. I knew I messed up.  Logan walked over and slapped me.  Hard as shit.  I grabbed her by her throat and pushed her against the wall.  I could see the fear in her eyes.  Not even just fear but the hurt mixed in.  I just keep fucking up.  Logan pushed me off her and tried to run out of the house.  I grabbed her as soon as she got out the door and pulled her inside shutting and locking the door.  " Logan I didn't mean to do that," I said trying to keep her from leaving but baby girl stronger than she looks.   She broke free from me and made a run to the door but before she could get there I stopped her.  " Let me go " Logan screamed fighting me to let her go.  " Just listen to me damn " I yelled back at her.  " I'm done.  I don't want to be with you anymore " Logan said.  " Are you fucking kidding me?  I've fought for your ass every step of the way and you can't fight for me once " I yelled at her with so much anger.  " Let me out of here I'm ready to leave, " Logan said backing up.   " You leave we're done for good.  You'll show me you just like all these other hoe's " I said moving out the way oh the door.  " That is the last time you will call me out my name, " Logan said pushing me and walking out part of me wanted to go get her but the other half of me said fuck her.  I walked away from the door and part of me felt like I just walked away from the best thing that ever happened to me and Izzy.

Logan's Point of View!

I finally walked out of his house without another word.  I didn't wanna go.  I didn't want him to leave me.  I didn't wanna leave.  I knew I was making a mistake.  I knew I should have handled things differently.  I knew we should have talked and not yelled.  I knew I was wrong for some of the things I said. I knew he was wrong for most of the things he said.  I knew we both messed up.  What I knew the most is that I'm in love with him and I don't wanna give up on us.  I knew I shouldn't be with him because of the things he does but I can't let him go.  he's like my drug and I have to take it.  I knew I needed to go back in there and we make up.  I knew all these things and still, I drove away without even another movement and I already regret it.  I arrived home and went into my home and straight to my room crying.  " How could everything be going so perfectly and in the last couple of days be so messed up, " I said crying myself to sleep.