The secrets within us -Sirius black.

'Sincerely , Morgan'

Song for this chapter:
Teenage mind by Tate McRae .

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I opened my eyes and found myself in the cottage on my bed . My hand , legs and head ached . I sat up and put my foot on the ground . I stood up but it hurt .

I started moving around leaning on everything i could find until i reached the door . I arrived at the stairs and leaned on the wall . I walked down and everyone was scattered in the living room .

Some on the couch , some on the table and Sirius on the arm chair . Last nights seems like a blur . Everything happened so fast . I lost support from the wall and i fell to the ground making a noise .

Everyone jerked up looking at me on the ground . Marlene ran towards me pulling me up . "Why didn't you call me Scarlett?", she asked . "I didn't want to bother you.", I whispered . "No , you won't Scarlett next time call for me .", she said .

I caught his eyes . I don't remember what happened after i hid behind that tree. All i remember after that was waking up here .

Marlene took me upstairs and i laid in bed . Everyone followed and they sat on Marlene's bed while Marlene was sitting at the end of my bed .

"What happened ?", James asked .
"I don't remember anything .", i lied.
I remember but I cannot tell them . I cannot put their lives in total danger just because of me .

James looked at Sirius and Sirius looked at me . "You don't remember who attacked you?", he asked and i shook my head .

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~ one day before Hogwarts.

It has been four days now . I'm feeling better. Everyone went for a swim leaving Sirius and i alone at the cottage .

I sat on the couch with a book in hand . He came from the kitchen . He put an envelope on the table and went upstairs to the bathroom .

The curiosity of course took over me . Who would send him? I wanted to take that envelope and open it and read the letter inside .

No Scarlett . It's non of your business.

I want to know who wrote .

You mean nothing to him.

I want to know .

I walked towards the table and took the envelope . It was opened so that means he read it . I took out the letter and started reading it .

Sirius,
         I cannot wait to see you tomorrow. We didn't spend that much time together in the last two days of fifth year . I know you asked me out and we are dating but you don't send letters that much . It's okay , love . I didn't date because how much a good writer you are of course . I love you .

Sincerely, Morgan.

I heard the door of the bathroom open so i put the letter back and sat back on the couch fighting the urge not to cry .

He came downstairs. I didn't want to look at him because if i did i would cry and i'm not fucking weak . I'm a Hart.
So i'll act like it.

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We all took our trunks and started heading towards the carriage . We all sat in silence .

"I will miss this place .", Marlene said .
"Yeah we had so much fun.", Peter said .

We arrived at the train station and we got on the train . We sat in our usual compartment. As we were sitting in silence the compartment door opened .

Morgan.

"Hey main character .", she said waving at me . "Whore.", i said under my breathe . She got inside and kissed Sirius . Bitch .

I clenched my jaw and my hands turned into fists . I wanted to punch her right in her face . "Baby did you tell everyone?", she asked . "No.", he replied . "Just my friends .", he added .

"I want all the school to know that i'm dating Sirius Black , darling .", she said . I will make the whole school know that you cannot fight bitch .

"And yeah ... Main character someone i know is looking for a hook up , if you want .", she said and laughed . No one laughed .

"He can take you .", i said and Marlene snorted . "I'm pretty occupied, darling .", she said patting Sirius' cheek .

"He can take you as a hook up , Black won't mind .", i said . "Whore .", she said and I laughed out of sarcasm. "Call me that again .", i said glaring at her . "Whore .", she spat .

"Sorry , Black , i will give your little girl friend a make over , excuse me .", i said and held her by her collar and slammed her on the compartment door .

"The real whore is you , darling .", i said and punched her . I opened the compartment door , took my trunk and left .

The train stopped anyways .

It will be a long year . I can feel it .

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