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When the party's over by billie Eilish .~
"Hogsmeade today?", Mary asked and we all nodded . "Mate next week is the final quidditch match between Slytherin and us .", James said .
"We need more training time.", Sirius said eating his croissant. "Yeah , we have to win the cup .", i said and they agreed . I saw my owl flying above us dropping an envelope in my hands .
I looked at the envelope . 'St.mungo's'.
Why would i receive a letter from st. Mungo's ? .I ripped the envelope open and unfolded the letter knitting my eyebrows together .
Scarlett Frances Hart,
We are afraid to tell you that your mother had passed away last night due to a car accident which caused terrible injuries .Sorry for your loss.
St.Mungo's .Silence . Every sound around me died leaving me in that dark hole which i was lonely in , no one could hear me scream neither hear me cry .
My hands shook . Tears started falling from my eyes . It can't be true . Not my mum . Not Hazel Hart . The strong lady who taught me to be independent, to be strong . Not my mother .
My breathing hitched with every tear that left my eye .
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"Why are you sad?", she asked kneeling down next to me stroking my hair . "No one wants to be my friend mum.", i said and cried .
"Shh don't cry baby , don't cry.", she said wiping my tears . "You know what .", she started . "Princesses like you baby don't need friends when they have a kingdom .", she said .
"But what's my kingdom?", i asked .
"Books .", she said and smiled .
"How can books be my friends?", i asked . "It's a free place , they won't judge you .", she said and i smiled hugging her .~
"Scarlett.", Sirius said shaking me . Maybe he will wake me up from this nightmare i'm drowning in but he can't because it's not .
"No ..mum.", i whispered . A whisper i heard it was to high for me to be a whisper because my heart aches when i hear it . It breaks even more than it was broken .
The letter fell from my hands and Sirius took it . His expression fell and he looked at everyone else but his look wasn't happy anymore it fell . It fell too deep i can feel it .
"S-scarlett.", he stuttered . I covered my ears. I don't want to believe , it is the last thing i want to believe right now . I opened my eyes , stood up and walked outside of the great hall . I didn't run because running brings everything faster . I don't want it fast .
I don't even want it .~
"Mum i'm big and i know what i'm doing , you keep pushing them away from me .", i argued . "Because they will hurt you and I don't want you hurt.", she argued back.
"I don't understand you .", i said and left the table running to my room.
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Tears fell from my eyes with every word i told her . I never thought walking to a dorm would take all this time . It felt like eternities .
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"Mum?", i said . "Yeah.", she replied .
"What will happen to me if something happens to you?", i asked . "Then you will be all grown up and you won't need me .", she said looking at me with a faint smile ."But i think i will always need you .", i said . "Trust me you won't.", she said and hugged me .
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I opened my dorm room and shut it behind me .
I got out the tape player and put one of her songs in it . Her voice . How she loved singing . It was her passion . She sang with every piece of her heart because she loved singing .
I shut my eyes wishing to see her but this time she won't hug me til i sleep but i will see her in my dreams where i see my dad too .
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Sirius"I cannot leave her like this .", Marlene said standing up . "Marlene she needs space right now .", Lily said . "But she needs us .", Marlene added .
"Why is everything in her life falling apart?", i asked with a sigh and brushed my fingers through my hair.
"I don't know mate everything is taking a bad turn for her .", Remus replied ."She doesn't deserve any of this.", Marlene said . "I know .", i said .
"She deserves the world .", i whispered ."I don't think leaving her alone is a good idea , she needs to be held .", Mary said . "I will go I cannot let her be in that state alone .", Marlene said .
"I will come with you .", i said and we both stood up heading to their dorm .
When we stood close to the door we heard her mother's voice inside . A tear slipped from my eyes knowing that she has to go through that .I went through that but i pretended that my mother was dead when she was alive . I opened the door and we saw Scarlett laying in bed crying .
Marlene walked towards her and hugged her . She cried more , she needed to be held by a best friend .
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"Mate it's okay.", James said while holding me . I cried because i was disowned that day and i had no one else except him for me .
"It hurts so bad , James.", i said .
"I know .", he replied .~
I sat next to Scarlett on the bed while Marlene went to the school's kitchen to find her some food .
She was asleep .
"I know it hurts baby.", i whispered .
"I know you feel like your heart is tearing apart right now , i hope i could take that pain away but i know I cannot, i will never leave you alone til the day i die Scarley .", i whispered and kissed her cheek .They all stood at the door and i nodded to them.
"Scarlett.", i said and she woke up .
"Come.", i told her and she nodded Marlene placed the food on the desk and we all headed outside of the common room and outside of hogwarts .We arrived at the quidditch field and we stood in the middle of it . "Tell her anything you want .", i said . She walked in front of us and we all stood behind her .
"Raise your wands to one of the greatest women of all time Hazel Nicole Hart.", i said and we all raised our wands and light emitted from them .
"Mum.", she said with a cracked voice .
"I hope you are not mad at me.", she said and i felt her tears . "Remember when you told me about the prince story and i asked you when i'll meet him and you told me in your darkest times .", she said ."I met him mum.", she added and a tear streamed down my face .
"I hope you could've met him.", she said . "Mum i found my kingdom.", she added. "And i love it .", she said .
"I love you.", she said and raised her wand .We all put down our wands . I walked towards Scarlett and hugged her . So tight . Because i knew how it felt and it is one of the worst things in life .
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