The secrets within us -Sirius black.

'I hate you Scarlett Hart'

Song for this chapter:
Infinity by Jaymes Young.

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I fluttered my eyes open trying to adjust to the sunlight . I sat up rubbing my eyes . I looked at where i was , i was on the grass in front of the lake .

I looked next to me and saw Sirius shirtless laying next to me . I looked at him hugging my knees and smiled . He looked so peaceful .

He shuffled and opened his eyes scrunching his nose at the sudden contact with sunlight . I pushed his hair away from his face .

"Morning love .", i said .
"Morning Scarley.", he said and kissed my forehead . "I guess we had another one of our adventures last night.", he said and i nodded laughing .

"You look so beautiful."  He said and stroked my cheek . I shut my eyes trying to only feel him only him.

He pushed me on the grass and started tickling me . "Sirius stop.", i said laughing . "What, i'm doing nothing.", he said with sarcasm .

"S-stop .", i said between laughs .
He stopped and we stared at each other . He came closer to me and locked our lips together .

He pulled me up and put me on his shoulder , we walked inside the manor and he put me on the couch .

"I will make breakfast.", i said standing up . "Can i help?", he asked . "Of course .", i said and gave him a smile .

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"Look Sirius we are making pancakes, diced fruits , eggs and coffee .", I explained. "I'll do the pancakes and you dice the fruits .", i said .

"As you wish boss.", he said and winked and i rolled my eyes .
I started making the pancakes until i felt someone hug me from behind .
"I can sit right here and stare at you making pancakes all day , baby.", he whispered in my ears .

"Ow.", i winced when i felt a sharp pain in my left arm . The dark mark . Sirius backed up and i pulled my sleeve down even more . "Did i hurt you?", he asked . "No no .", i said . "Are you hurt?let me see.", he said .

"I'm okay Sirius everything is okay don't worry .", i said . I knew he didn't want to push it more so he just nodded and went back to dicing the fruit .

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I put all the plates on the dinning table and soon everyone woke up from being unconscious on the floor .

"Good morning .", Marlene said rubbing her eyes while sitting .
They all joined and started eating .

My secrets won't stay unknown for long. Hiding the mark and covering it with make up and spells won't stay forever if Sirius knew he will hate me .

He will never love me the same . He won't look at me the same . He will see me as the disgusting death eater i am just like he sees his brother.

I just , I didn't want it if only i could change that but he threatened me and i had no choice .

"Scarlett.", he snapped and i looked at him . "You aren't eating .", he said .
"I'm just not hungry Sirius .", i said .
"I'm a bit tired .", i said standing up .
"I'll take a nap .", i said and he nodded.

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I was in the astronomy tower and Sirius stood in front of me both hands on the edge and his back faced me .

"Sirius?", i said . He faced me . Pure hatred filled his eyes , pure disgust .
"I'm not Sirius for you any more .", he said and my heart ached.

"Black for you.", he said . "But Sirius i'm Scarlett your Scarley remember.", i said taking a step closer to him but he took a step back keeping the distance.

"Not anymore.", he said and a tear slipped from my eye. "What do you mean?", i asked . "I hate you Scarlett Hart." , he said and i could feel my heart shatter , i could feel it break like it had bones .

"You are not one of us anymore , you are one of them .", he said and walked past me leaving me in the same place i stood . I fell to my knees .

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I woke up with tears streaming down my face . I looked around and i was in my room . I pulled the covers away and i ran out of the room and down the stairs stumbling in the last two steps .

I went to James and his room , no one was there. I searched in every room of the manor no one . "Sirius.", i called , heart racing . "Sirius.", i yelled .

"Sirius.", i whispered and tears streamed down my face . They knew?
They left me ? No.

"Surprise .", they said from behind me making me jerk up . I turned around and looked at them . I cried more when i saw them because all the guilt came back again.

"No Scarlett.", Sirius said hugging me .
"What happened?", he asked kissing the top of my head . "Just a bad dream.", i sniffled .

"It's okay , it's not real .", he said and i nodded. He looked at me . "Happy birthday.", he said with a smile and i kissed him. I hugged everyone for remembering my birthday.

They all got me beautiful presents but Sirius said he had a surprise for me the next day.

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"Are we there yet?", i asked while Sirius was helping me walk because he was blindfolding me . "Here we are .", he said and he took off the blind fold .

I looked around at the field filled with sunflowers. I stared at the field with awe . I kissed Sirius' cheek . "This is still the beginning darling.", he said .

He guided me to a picnic area and we sat there . We started talking , laughing and eating . I took a sunflower that laid next to me .

"Stand up.", Sirius said . I stood up . He sat under me so his height was shorter than mine . He took out the camera and took a Polaroid of me smiling .

He stood up and stared at my eyes .
He pulled out a ring and two necklaces from his pocket .

"This ring .", he started . "It means that i promise i will marry you someday Scarlett.", he said and put it on my finger . It was silver with an infinity sign written on it 'for eternity'.

"These necklaces are for both of us , i have a half of the heart and a half for you .", he said putting it on for both of us .

I cupped his face and connected our lips.

"I promise to love you for eternity.", i whispered . "For eternity .", he whispered.

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