The secrets within us -Sirius black.

'I'm here..i'm here Sirius'

Song for this chapter:
In this shirt by the Irrepressibles .

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                                       31 July 1980.

"JAMES POTTER.", Lily screamed .
"Lily calm down we will go to st.Mungo's now just take deep breathes .", i said .

"We can apparate .", she said .
"No Lily we can't it's too dangerous anyone of us can get splinched .", i said . Sirius ran upstairs .

"We found a carriage come on.", he said helping Lily with me . We got onto the carriage and we arrived at st.Mungo's .

Lily was taken away and James was pathing back and force . Sirius and i sat next to each other looking at the clock , waiting .

We heard a baby cry and i looked at Sirius with a smile and hugged him .
The nurse came out with harry in hand and handed him to James .

James was crying and kissed Harry's tiny cheek . "Harry James Potter.", he said. "My baby.", he whispered. Sirius put his arm around my shoulder and kissed my forehead.

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"Harry.", Sirius whispered while Harry was asleep in his arms . "Look that's auntie Scarlett , my scarlett .", he said and i looked at them with a smile on my face . I took out the camera and took a Polaroid of them.

Mary disappeared weeks ago . Peter is broken so much . We don't know where she is neither what happened to her .

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Sirius and i were asleep and i opened my eyes because i heard crying . I removed Sirius' arm away from me trying not to wake him up .

I entered Harry's room and took him from his bed . I went downstairs with him and i sat in front of the window.

"Shh baby it's okay .", i whispered .
"I know you are tired .", i whispered .
"Let me tell you a story okay.", I whispered. "So mummy and Daddy and Sirius don't wake up.", i whispered .

"There once was a prince , that prince hated life so much , he wanted to be happy like everyone else but he didn't find his happiness any where .", i said .

"Until one day he met a girl , she was just like him , the same thoughts and the same hatred towards life , both were stubborn .", i said .

"He hated her and she hated him but they hated each other because they were both so in love with each other .", i added .

"In the end , the prince married that girl and they lived happily ever after .", i said . I looked at Harry and he was sound asleep . I smiled at how peaceful he looked and stood up .

I walked towards his room and put him in his bed . I felt someone hug me from behind . "I knew you would be a great mother.", Sirius whispered.

"And i knew you would be a great father .", i whispered . "Who is the prince and the girl then?", he asked .
"People i know so well.", i whispered .

"Can you tell me the rest of the story then?", he asked . "Of course your majesty .", i said and kissed him.

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"Remus Lupin i'm hungry.", i said angrily. "I know Scarlett i know .", he said laughing .

"Can i take a picture?", he asked .
"Fine .", i said . "Done .", he replied laughing .

"Dinner is ready.", Lily said .
"Finally.", i said .

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31 October 1981.

I was in the kitchen preparing dinner . Sirius and Remus went to get somethings for Harry . Lily was putting Harry to sleep in his room and James was in the living room reading .

Dust fell from the roof and onto the counter . Suddenly, the kitchen door was shut with heavy rocks that can't be moved locking my way outside of the kitchen.

I moved towards it . "James .", i said .
"James .", i repeated . "No don't do it please .", he begged . "Leave my family alone .", he begged .

I heard James' body collide with the ground . I heard him go upstairs .
Tears streamed down my face as i wanted to go help Lily and Harry but i was helpless. I had nothing to do anymore .

Harry's cries sounded from upstairs. I cried with him my heart ached for him . I wanted to walk through this wall in front of me and save him.

After 20 minutes i heard the door open and i heard Sirius' laughter . Not even 5 seconds later he screamed . So high and painful . I covered my ears not to hear how heartbreaking that was .

Tears streamed down my face while i sat on the ground covering my ears .
"James no.", Remus screamed .
"Mate you cannot leave me .", Sirius cried .

I heard one of them run upstairs . I heard Harry's cries become nearer and nearer . "Lily.", Remus cried .

"God no.", Sirius screamed . "Scarlett.", he whispered . "Scarlett .", he screamed. "I'm here .. i'm here sirius .", i said . From behind the wall .

I felt his voice become closer to me . I put my forehead on the wall with tears streaming down my cheeks just to feel his presence.

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Sirius

I put my forehead on the wall to feel her presence. "They are gone Scarlett .", i said . "Gone.", i added .

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