It's been a month now. I've ignored any and everybody. I'm in another city with my children. I'm so ashamed and embarrassed to show my face. What do you tell people when they ask about your marriage that went downhill so fast? He cheated with my used to be bestfriend. It hurts, just thinking about it. I think to myself that he never loved me. I was just a toy. He ripped off my head and ripped out my heart; made me his personal dummy. Once he got me pregnant, he had to stay with me forever. Why couldn't he just tell me that he was unhappy? Instead of cheating on me with a person who can't even take care of their-self. This child I'm carrying might not even make it , cause I'm so stressed out and 'm depressed. If I lose this child, God forbid the blame is on those two.
Zamariah is constantly asking for him. She cries and throws tantrums cause she misses her daddy. Hayden on the other hand hates his guts. Although he betrayed me, that's his father and he shouldn't hate him. We live in a apartment, three bedroom two baths. We all have our own room but, sometimes I make Hayden sleep with me. After I have this child I'm leaving Florida and going back home.
Sometimes I catch myself laughing and smiling at the fake ass relationship we had. All the good moments we had. I'm such a fool. He played me so bad, it's cuts me deep. I used to walk around saying "that won't be me, Zachary knows better. He won't play me." I walked around looking stupid for so long, and that same bitch I was saying that to, was the same bitch that threatened him if he ever hurt me. That same bitch that stabbed me in my back and laughed in my face when I almost lost my life for the both of them is that same bitch I called my sister/bestfriend.
Moral of the story. Don't trust nobody, not even the people you call "family" .
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My Thug Forever*2
Teen FictionTwo years later Harmony and Zachary have a little family and they are doing very good. Although Zachary left the game does that automatically mean his enemies forgot about him? Read more to find out. Also read the first book so you won't be lost -->...
