My Thug Forever*2

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Zachary

I'm a happy man again. I came completely clean with Harmony. I told her everything I did and ever since then we've been two peas in a pod. Her due date is approaching quickly, and honestly I'm nervous about being a daddy again. This child is my blessing. If it wasn't for the baby I think me and Harmony would of been done with. She wouldn't really need me that much. I thank the Lord every day for allowing me to have another chance with my family. I'm seriously done with Diamond. Hayden on the other hand, man that boy is a tough cookie just like his mom. He still hasn't forgiven me. We talk sometimes but it's not one of those father ;son moments. I told myself that I would never be like my dad. You're probably wondering I don't know how my dad acted towards me so how would I know how he was, my point exactly. He was never there. I never want to be like him EVER.

I was playing with Zamariah when I heard Harmony screaming. "Mari, stay right here. Daddy's coming back!" I ran up the stairs, "BABY! BABY YOU OKAY?!?" I busted into the room to see her struggling against the bed. "NO. the baby.. it's coming" she said. Oh shit. I stared at her. "The baby is coming" I said to myself. "The baby is coming" I said again, smiling this time. "THE BABY IS COMING!!" I started laughing and doing a little dance. I heard her scream again and then  I stopped dancing and came to my senses. " Oh shit. THE BABY IS COMING!!!!!!" I ran out the room, grabbed my car keys and ran outside the house. I opened the doors and ran back inside.

"I swear you're such a fuckin idiot Zachary. How the fuck you gonna leave me inside if I told you the baby is coming? You want me to give birth on the fuckin stairs?? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT!" She screamed at me. I wanted to tell her ass to shut up but if she wasn't having my child right now..  Aw man, this child saved her from getting cursed out. 

Several hours later

Zachary Smith Jr. and Melody Zayda Smith was born. I was expecting one child but when the doctor said we have another one I thought I was losing my mind. I'm not gon lie.. I cried seeing my children being born. It's a beautiful experience even if Harmon was screaming "I'm never having sex with you again" the whole time in labor. I encouraged her though, I let her know that I was by her side and that I wasn't going anywhere.

She's my life.

I have writer's block :( I don't know what to write about. I want you guys to tell me what this next chapter should be about. I'll even try to put all of your ideas in one. HELP !