My Thug Forever*2

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Harmony

Like I said a while back Zachary and I attend marriage counseling, not because we can't solve our own problems on our own, we don't have anybody to vent to. Today was the day that I heard the truth about the cheating and the reason why he did it, stuff like that I don't want to get into but I have no choice but to woman up about it. The twins will be staying home with Hayden since we won't be gone for that long and he knows what to do, plus if anything happens to my babies he knows I'll demolish him

We were just now pulling up in front of the building and Zachary held my hand the whole way here. He turned the engine off with his free hand, then kissed my hand. He looked at me and said, "Don't be nervous baby everything will be alright.". I looked at him and smiled. I didn't know what to say. I just wanted to get this over with.  Walking into the office I felt helpless, like I had nobody to help me with any of this mess with. I was over the situation but not completely over it.  We walked inside and I wanted to get right to business. 

The moment that I've been dreading has came. Zachary was about to say when and how everything happened. I didn't look at him, move, make a sound. NOTHING. I just sat still and listened. "In high school I never really liked Diamond, I had my reasons but because she was my girlfriends bestfriend and this boy I used to call my brother, that was his girlfriend so I had to like her. I didn't want to tolerate her because I always thought she was sneaky and disloyal. Over the past few years I began to talk to her and this brother, sister bond was created. The first time it happened, Harmony and I got into an argument and I needed somebody to vent to, so I thought why not Diamond? I went over there, and she offered some alcohol; I accepted. I said some things, she said some things and she started crying and I couldn't just stare at her crying so I comforted her. She got close and we kissed, one thing led to another next thing I know, I wake up with a hangover in bed with her.

Ever since then it started. Its not like I didn't stop trying but, I did. Plenty of times and I was going to tell you before you found out because  I couldn't live with the guilt on my shoulders, but it was to late." he said. I finally looked at him. I was shocked, I didn't know what to say.. I just shook my head and said "okay". I wasn't gonna cry about it cause that doesn't solve anything, I was going to be mature and look past this but

I will never forget the pain he put me through.