My Thug Forever*2

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Harmony

I decided to cut Zachary some slack. Right now we're thinking about fixing us and bettering ourselves for our children. And I hate to give it to him but, he's actually trying and making changes. But there is still a part of me that is skeptical of him, I know there is more to the lies and I want to know. I'm now eight months pregnant and I can barely function. During the beginning of my pregnancy there was a high risk that my unborn wouldn't make it due to all the stress and drama Zachary and hit stupid hoe put me through.

Now me and my baby are fine, and I'm nothing but grateful. About the whole Diamond coming for me situation, I'm not really worried. She can't forget that I am the one and only Money. The ruthless, hot-headed, bad mouthed, angry, short tempered queen/ruler of these streets. HA, if she wants Money to come out then that's who'll she get. I'll kill her in broad daylight. I was laying in my bed thinking of killing Diamond when Zae came up to my room. yes we sleep in separate beds I don't wanna get attached to him. "Baby can we talk?" he asked. "Yeah, wassup" I said trying to sit up.

"So I wanted to come absolutely clean with the cheating I've done. That wasn't the first time me and Diamond did that.." he said. I looked at him then looked away. My heart broke even more. I didn't know what to say.. My eyes got glossy and I started tearing up. "How many times" I said with my voice breaking.

"Several" he said. I looked at him and that's when the tears came flying down. I haven't really cried about the whole situation because I didn't wanna feel like a punk but, I knew better than to keep it all bottled in because it would lead to this moment right here; my breaking point. I started bawling. "Why did you do this to me? With my bestfriend at that? WHY? Zachary why." I cried. He came next to me and held me. That was all I needed him to do. Hold me, be there for me, comfort me. That is what he vowed to do right?