My Thug Forever*2

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Zachary

I've been in the hospital for a week thanks to Harmony. I never imagined getting caught but I guess it is what it is. They asked me if I wanted to press charges but I declined. She's carrying my child and I'm in love with her. It hasn't really dawned on me yet. I'm coming from the hospital. I drove into my driveway and stared at the house from the outside that looked so pretty but I knew on the inside it was wrecked. I checked the mail and seen nothing important but this one envelope stood out. It had Harmony's name on it. I opened it and started to read it:

My confession to you.

    I remember the days when every girl wanted you in high school. I didn't want you. I didn't even pay you any attention cause you thought you was the shit. I ain't want nothing to do with somebody like you. But you proved me wrong. We had our ups and downs just like any relationship. But at the same time it was to much for me but, I didn't let you know that. Our ups and downs, I don't think any other couple went through. What other couple searched for their lover for half a year? I thought I lost you plenty of times. I could of left you plenty of times, but I didn't. I stayed.

You know why I stayed? Cause I loved you. I imagined us being together forever, having beautiful children; which we do have. But we aren't together anymore. You broke our promises. You didn't do what your vowels said you would. You said you would never hurt me but you've done more then that. You've emotionally drained me. I don't think I'll be able to love anymore and I hope you're happy because you're the reason why. I've never loved anyone like how I love you. And you know that you'll never find another woman like me. Nobody that'll love you like how I did, cared for you like I did, fought for you like how I did. Shit. You won't ever find another ME. Sorry for trapping you. I'm sorry that I didn't give you any pussy cause YOUR child has been hurting me so that you went out and got some. I'm sorry that I even met you. You know how my past relationships went. I told you every single thing about me. You promised that you would never put me through that pain again but you did.

Sign these papers. I no longer want your last name anymore. It doesn't have the same value anymore.

   -Harmony.

I sat down on the couch filled with broken glass and broke down. I stared at the divorce papers. I started to cry. I fucked up big time.