"All I wanted to tell is the truth but I was a goner by then"
This is mostly a POV from Ouma himself since in the nightmares I am the Kokichi Ouma in the stories.
This is a nightmare based I had before. I am aware it is not much of a bad nightmare...
All the nightmares I've had of them is just being blackmailed by an unknown person.
Till this day I have nightmares yet its just repetitive nightmares that at a point I'm just immune to it.
Sometimes I do wonder what if those nightmares really did happened in real life...it would be terrifying indeed...
But then again maybe, I really do deserve to get these nightmares...
. . . . .
Unless it's my own past is blackmailing me
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My own past will never be forgotten.
I was really such a troublemaker indeed. I caused so much.
To the point everyone really lost trust in me and got my own punishment for majorly injuring them.
'𝙿𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝: 𝙱𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚜'
It still scares me till this day but I easily shrug it off...because, ...ever since that day happened I realised that...
I never really reached out properly.
I was too scared to express the truth about how I really felt because of my actions. Ever since I was little I was always constantly insulted. I guess, it really affected me that I myself have gotten the influence to be a bad person myself...
Or rather, Aɳƚι Hҽɾσ
But if I were to be really honest and despite the nightmares, I love everyone and care for everyone deeply. I just...really have a hard time to express.
Please, give me some time.
I am slowly progressing to be myself... My own true individuality
I shall end it here. Thank you all for being there for me.
My sincerest apologies for my past actions. I promise, I will try my best to take care and properly reach out.
I love you all
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Amami-kun, Thank you for always being there to take care of me.
Yumeno-san, Thank you for always companying me and I will be here whenever you need me
Maki-chan, Thank you for understanding me despite being all fussy
Momota-san, Thank you for cheering me up during my bad days
Kiyo-san, Thank you for being a really nice brother to me and filling up your free time just to spend the time with me
And lastly...
Saihara-chan, Thank you so much for being there for me no matter what and always supporting by my side. I love you so much, Saihara-chan
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