Chapter 11: Rebecca

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~Rebecca's P.O.V

I had the most beautiful, wonderful dream that I ever had before...

I was with Andy... and only Andy... hehe we were together holding eachother...

We looked like we were in our 30's or so, I just remembered looking out to the ocean. "I love you." were the last and only words Andy said. I turned around and he kissed my nose. I just laughed alittle.

Then I heard voices... I was confused. I saw 3 little kids around the ages of 5. They just kept saying "Mummy! Mummy!" and tugging on my shirt. I picked one of them [I didn't know what genders they were]. The child just kissed my cheek and I snuggled the child in my arms.

I saw my mum come outside with us. I put down the child and I hugged my mum with a smile. "Take care." And she turned around and hugged Andy.

I- I was happy? Why would I be happy with my mum? Either way, it was a nice moment that we had. The children went back inside with my mum. I looked back at Andy and he smiled again.

Andy still looked the same, just more tattoos. I didn't see him smoking... I guess he stopped since we had kids. That's nice to know that he made them his first priority.

Then... I woke up...

Where's Andy? I thought he slept over... Oh well. He must have went home.

Rebecca~ Hey where are you?

Andy~ uh.. at my house.. um I can't talk right now... bye!

"Uh... okay? That was werid." I said softly. "What was werid?" I heard a voice say. I looked around and I didn't see anyone... What the hell?

"Who's there?" I said sternly. "Sh-Shhhhush, no need to yell young Rebecca." the voice said again. "Seriously who is that? I want to know!" I said crossing my arms. "It's Bailey." the voice said again.

"Bailey?.. I don't know a Bailey. Where are you then, Bailey?" I said looking around the room. "Your mind." the 'voice' said. "My mind? Don't be messing with me!" I yelled.

"Haha yeah I'm joking. But seriously my name's Bailey and I'm your sister." Bailey said. "I never had a sister."

"Not true Rebecca. I'm your older sister... Well I was." Bailey said.

"What do you mean?" I asked.  "Well when I was a baby, our mum never took good care of me. She was with Chris at the time before Andy was born. Claire at the time was on heavy drugs and drinking. Chris never knew about it and still to this day he doesn't." Bailey explained.

"Did she cheat?" I asked. "No, she never met your dad. That is, until I died." Bailey said. "How did you die, if you don't mind me asking."

"It's a long story. But lets just say your mum gave me drugs in my food by mistake. Apparently I was highly allergic to the drugs and I died instantly." She said.

"How- how old?" By now I had tears rolling down my cheeks. "Four." Bailey said. I couldn't believe it! My mum killed her first daughter... Bailey could have had a life, with me and her husband and kids. She could still be here if it weren't for her stupid brain!

"I can't believe my mum did this! I could of had a sister still alive! And the worst part about it was that she never told me, she kept it to herself!" I said almost about to explode.

"It's okay Becca, I'm just happy I can talk to you now." She said. "But wait... How old would you be now if you were still alive?" I asked.

"I think I would be 27." Bailey said. Wow... She could have a husband by now.. maybe a kid... poor Bailey. "So you'd be 9 years older than me then." i said. "Yup... But heaven's pretty awesome, to be honest."

"Really? What's it like?" I could see how her eyes lit up when I asked "It's wonderful, like a dream. Everything that you want in life... it happens." She started to smile a litte.

"And; just out of curiousity; what did you look like?" I asked looking around the room, remembering that I was talking to myself. "Why don't I just show you?" Then out of no where a body appeared in front of me.

She had longish brown hair. She was around 5'6", she was wearing a white blouse and white skirt. She didn't have any tattoos or piercings... she was pretty normal if you ask me. Like any ordinary girl on the street. But one thing that was different is that she had... Purple eyes.

"Your eyes are... purple...? Am I seeing things?" I asked. "No I was born with purple eyes. That's why I died at such a young age... Even if I wanted to still be alive, my body wouldn't be able to. It's a rare disorder."

"Oh..." That's all I could say... I was just in pure shock. Wait! Maybe she can find out what was going on with Andy!

"Uh Bailey, I know this is weird to ask but can you go over to my friend Andys' and see what's wrong?" She smiled... it was weird. "Sure! Andy's such a nice boy!" She said. WAIT A MINUTE! My Andy?

"Wait you know Andy?" She nodded. Okay then. She disappeared and said she'd be back soon. Well I guess it'll be a good time to get ready. I went to the bathroom and took a shower. I blow dried my hair and straightened. Put my makeup on, and changed into a OM&M t-shirt and black skinny jeans. Then I put on my SWS shoes (i made them myself).

I walked downstairs to see Bailey again. Wow that was faster than I thought. "So what did you see?" Bailey looked down. "I think you should go over to Andy's..." I looked at her with a confused face. "Now..." She said sternly.

I walked outside to my mums' truck and drove to Andys'. There was 5 cars there... Maybe all the guys are home. I parked my truck next to Andys'. I opened the door and walked over to the door. I knocked on the door and Ashley answered. "Oh well, well, well. Who do we have here?" He said with a grin on his face. "Oh! Uh, yeah I'm here to see Andy." Ashley turned around to see if he was around. "Sorry he's not here, I guess. If he was he'd be eating right now." Ashley said. "Oh but I texted him and he said he was home but he couldn't talk. Can I please come in?"

Ashley nodded. I walked inside and asked "Where's his room?" Ashley pointed to the hallway around the corner. I walked over to his room... I heard weird noises. What was he doing in there?

I cracked the door a bit. NO! NO! NO! PLEASE NO!  I said to myself. I felt tears roll down my cheeks. This can't be happening... no, No, NO! I slamed the door and ran out of the house crying in tears. I ran to my house, I just left my car there. FUCK! AND THE KEYS! oh well... I don't want to be anywhere anyways... or be anyones...

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