Andy Biersack.... My Step-Brother? (An Andy Biersack Love Story)

Chapter 21: Rebecca

a/n: so here's chapter 21, its been so long since ive been on this site, and i was reading the comments and i got inspired. people wanted me to update and so be it. the long waited update. god I'm really bad at this. sorry guys. but i cant believe that this story has gotten 17k reads in total, that just blows my mind :3 thank you all so much! i cant explain how much you all have supported me with this. (please don't mind the mistakes, i was typing fast and didn't care to capitalize shit for the a/n)

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My head was up against Andy's chest. I couldn't stop crying. I didn't want this. I didn't want to hurt anybody. I swear. I know I hurt CC. I did like CC, but I didn't mean to take it so far.  I only wanted to be happy with someone I loved, and for someone to love me. 

"I'm gonna go see CC.." I wiped my tears off and stood up. Andy stood up next to me and kissed me. I kissed back and hugged him. I left the bathroom and went up to CC's room. 

"CC?" I knocked on the door. "What do you want?" "Can I come in?" I stood there trying to open the door but it was locked. "Why should I let you?" I sighed. "I'm sorry CC. I didn't mean to hurt you." 

The door swung open and CC stood there with a beer in his hand. "Come in." I walked passed him and sat on the small couch. CC sat next to me. "You know B. I loved you. I really did. And then you go and continue on with your step-brother and still in a 'relationship' with him. Then you told me you loved me, and yknow."

I saw him tearing up a little. "I thought you really did love me. Because I sure as fucking hell loved you. I made love to you. And what do you do to me? You apologize to me. Saying 'what have I done' and repeating 'I'm sorry Andy' over and over. You shouldn't have ever kissed me. You don't understand what you did." 

"I'm sorry CC, I really am." CC got closer to me. "I love you." CC got even closer and planted his lips on mine. I pulled back. "CC... stop." 

"Get out. Just leave me alone." CC took another sip of his beer. "CC.. I-"... "JUST go!"

I got up from the couch and went straight to my room. I locked the door, blasted AC/DC and cried into my pillow. I didn't want anyone to hear me, so blasting the stereo was one way.

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I cried myself to sleep that night. I'm glad Andy didn't try to get into the room. I woke up the next morning and look around my room. What did I do last night? 

There were clothes and drawers thrown all over my room. I looked on the floor beside my bed, great, glass... "Shit..." I whispered. I jumped off my bed to a clear spot on the floor. Put on some shoes and leaped out of my room. 

I looked around the house to find anyone, but no one was here. I grabbed my phone and called Andy. 

"Hey where are you guys?" 

"Sorry babe, we had to go to the studio. Are you okay?" 

"I'm fine. See you later." 

I walked up to CC's room and knocked on the door. 

"What do you want?" I screamed and ran downstairs. I texted Andy...

There's someone in the house.

It's just CC, he didn't want to go this morning. 

I walked back up stairs and knocked on his door again. "I know it's you Becca, you can come in." 

I opened the door slightly, "Come on, I won't bite." I opened the door more and closed it behind me. Yuck, his room smells awful. "What have you been doing in here?" "It doesn't matter."

"CC it does matter, now please tell me what happened to you?" He sighed, put his beer down and walked over to me. He grabbed me and pinned me to the wall. "Becca, whether you like it or not. I'm still madly in love with you." He said in a whispering voice. God his breath reeked of liquor. "CC, this isn't love." I tried to pull him off of me, but he was too strong.

He got closer to my face and started kissing me. I tried to pull back but he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me closer. i couldn't move, even if I wanted to. But did I want to? Hell if I know. I continued to kiss him. He slid his hands down my back and started pulling my shirt up. I stopped kissing him, "What are you doing?"

He looked at me confused, then sighed. "I don't know anymore." He let go of my shirt and sat on his bed. I sat next to him and kissed his cheek, "It's okay CC. You mean well, I know you do." He looked at me and smiled. "Thanks Becca." He proceeded to hug me and I hug backed. "Shouldn't you be at the studio?"

"Oh shit! I should get going. Do you wanna come?" I nodded 'yes'. He got ready and we ran out the door. We jammed to their first album "We Stitch These Wounds" and it was a lot of fun. Sure it was before CC joined the band, but it was still a bad-ass album. Probably one of my favorites. Once we got to the studio we ran inside and saw Ashley standing in the lobby eating a cupcake. Of course. I rolled my eyes at him, and chuckled.         

"Holy shit CC, you made it!" CC smiled. "Yeah, so where are we recording?" CC asked. Ashley pointed to the map on the wall, "3rd floor, room 3B." We nodded and walked to the elevator. We walked inside it and CC grabbed my hand and kissed it. I looked at him like he just killed someone. "What? I won't be able to do that anymore, might as well make it my last." I chuckled. CC was the strange one, but I liked that about him.

Once we got to the recording studio I saw Andy  chilling on the couch with Jake. "Where's Jinxx?" I asked. Andy got up from the couch and hugged me. "Glad you came! And he went to the bathroom." He let go of me and couldn't stop smiling at me. I kissed his cheek, which was really hard since he's so fucking tall. I saw him blush, which was the cutest thing ever. He looked behind me and saw CC. He walked over to him and hugged him. "Glad you made it man, practice isn't the same without you." CC nodded. "Yeah, let's hope that I can play a tad sober."

We all laughed a bit. Finally, things were becoming perfect again. Everything at peace. Ashley walked in and hugged me and handed me a cupcake. "It's the last one, so eat it with pride!" "Yes sir!" I took the cupcake and dug in. Cupcakes are amazing, they make everything feel happy go lucky. The door opened and closed again. I turned around, and my eyes couldn't have been bigger. I spoke too soon. I lost grip of my cupcake and it fell to the floor.

I couldn't believe she was here. Again, what the hell! "Rebecca! How dare you let that cupcake go to waste! I told you to eat it with pride!" I looked at the ground to see what had happened. Ashley was right, it made a huge mess. God dammit. I went to get towels to clean it up. Sadly she followed me to the bathroom.

"So how are things Rebecca?" She asked. "Great, why do you ask?", "Oh no reason. How are you and Andy?" I scuffed. "Amazing, now if you don't mind, I have a cupcake to clean up." I started walking towards the door, but then she spoke again. "Have fun, nice talk Rebecca." I scuffed again, "Yeah sure, nice talk Juliet."