Andy Biersack.... My Step-Brother? (An Andy Biersack Love Story)

Chapter 17: Rebecca

I walked out of Andy's room slamming the door behind me. I deserve better... I deserve better... I deserve better... Those words kept running through my head. I walked out of the house not knowing where to go. I walked to the park where me and Andy used to play when we were little.

I missed those innocent days. I sat on the swings and remembering the days that me and Andy would play in the sand box. Tears started to run down my cheeks. My checks felt cold and wet, I wiped my face as soon as possible. I saw little kids running on the play ground with their parents sitting on the benches. The kids were so adorable though. I hope my kids are as cute as those kids.

I got up from the swings and walked to my mom's house. Why my mom's house... She always knew what to say to me when I need her. I needed my mom, even if I was beyond pissed at her. It didn't take too long to get to her house.

Once I got there, I knocked on the door and Chris answered. "Uh hi Chris... Is my mom here?" He nodded and pointed to the bedroom. I walked over to the bedroom and knocked on the door.

"Mom?" 'Come on in sweetie." I walked into the room and sat next to her on the bed. "How have you been?" "Good, how have you been?" "Not so good, I guess." She sat up, wow she was way bigger from the last time I saw her. "What's wrong sweetie?" I just started to cry into her shoulder. "There, there sweetie. Let it out. Momma's here for you."

I looked up to see my mom worried about me. "What's troubling you sweetie?" I sniffled a it then said, "Did you have to ever keep a secret from someone because you know no one would accept you or your decision." My mom looked at her tummy and rubbed it. Then she sighed. Then began to talk. "Yes, when I was seeing Chris and I was still with your dad. I knew everyone would be mad at me and no one would understand why I did what I did. I still don't regret my decision. I felt like what I did was best for me and my new family."

She continued. "When you become my age dear, you could care less about making others happy, when you want to be happy. In other words, I wasn't happy with my life and I only tried to make others happy. But I knew that by making others happy, I would never be happy with mysef." I nodded. I understood what she meant. I was just making Andy happy by being with him, but to tell you the truth, I was never happy with Andy.

Yes I did felt safe and protected by him, and he was always there for me and I'm sure he will always but he never trusted me. And on top of that he controlled me to where I felt trapped. Why do you think I ran away?

"Sweetheart, if you are in a similar situation, get out. I know you might not want to but trust me, you will feel so much more free. You'll find someone better and someone better to you." I thought about it for a second. Was Andy not for me after all? I want to be with him with all my heart but I can't tkae the stress anymore. "Mom, I want to tell you so badly. But I just can't, you'll find me disgusting and won't look at me the same way." She looked at me concerned.

"Baby girl, I'll love you forever. There can't possibably be something that would want me to never want to see you." I started to chuckle. "You sure about that?" She leaned close to my face, "I'm positive."

I gulped. I never felt so scared in my life. Well maybe not but pretty damn close. "You promise?" I said sniffling a bit. "Try me. What could be worse than what I've done to you." I took a deep breath and sighed, "Okay, here it is. I've been dating Andy..." I trailed off a bit, and closed my eyes thinking she would say "MY DAUGHTER!!! OMG MY DAUGHTER IS SO DISGUSTING!!" But nope, she just looked at me with no expression on her face.

"Honey..." she started to say. "I've made mistakes way worse in my life than that. But hen did you start dating?" I thought a bit,we actually didn't really date but just together. I sighed a big sigh. "Well, to be honest, we weren't anything official. I told him we needed to move on, since since you and Chris are getting married. " she nodded. "So you don't have to worry about us." She looked at me then the bed. "How long did you like him." I chuckled at the thought of liking him, at this moment I hated him. "Since I was a little girl."

"Sweetie, I want you to be happy, I really do, but I'm not sure how you and Andy can continue. I want you two to be happy together. I want you to stay with Andy and the band. Work it out between you and him. I don't car if you two are going to be siblings, that's only in paper." I was amazed by what my mom said tat my jaw dropped.

"Are you serious?" I said with a happyish tone. "Yes sweetie. I won't tell Chris. I'm not sure how he will take it. It's between you, Andy and I." She kissed my forehead and told me she loved me. I loved my mom so much more. I respect her a lot more than before. "Thank you." I whispered into her ear. I got up from the bed and left the room.

Chris was watching t.v. and said bye to me as I left. I walked down the sidewalk and a car drove up next to me.

It was CC.