Andy Biersack.... My Step-Brother? (An Andy Biersack Love Story)

Chapter 16: Andy

I walked down the hallway to the bathroom. I slammed the door opened and walked over to the sink. I splashed water on my face to cool me down. "How could she? How could she do this, and knowing how I felt about her." I mummbled to my self. 

 I heard a knock on the door... If it was Becca I don't even want to see her face. "Who is it?" I yelled. "Ashley." He said clearing his throat. "Go away! Just go away!" I screamed while falling to the floor. Just thinking about it made me tear up. "What happened to you man?" Ashley said.

I lifted my head out of my hands and wiped my tears off my face. I got up from the floor and walked over to the door. I unlocked the door and let Ashley in. "Dude, I'm sorry about what happened between you and Becca. You weren't together, why should you even care. I know you love her and shit, but what's the point if you haven't even stepped up and asked her out. Or did you just assumed you were together?" 

"Well I guess I was wrong." I said trying not to tear up. "Why didn't you ask her out anyway, I mean if you loved her enough, you would have asked already... Right?" I paused and thought about what Ashley said. The only reason I could think of was because of her parents. "Well her mom and Chris are getting married... There wasn't a point to ask her." 

"Dude... They aren't married yet riiiight?" I nodded. "Then just ask her, I know what you've guys been through. She needs you to be on her side. Do it for her man." Ashley said while opening the door and closing it behind him. Maybe Ashley was right... Again? Good lord he's been on a role lately. 

I walked out of the bathroom and back to the studio room. I looked around for Becca but no sign of her. "Hey where did Becca go?"  "She said she wanted to go home, so CC drove her to the house." I  nodded and walked out of the room and outside and lit a cigarette. Becca was truely the one for me. Sure she can be a pain in the ass, but so can I. 

I was harsh on her. She never did say what they did, but I should trust her. Damn, these relationships are so stressful. I stepped on my cigarette and got into my car. The house was about 5 minutes or so from the studio.

i saw CC and Becca in the livingroom talking and drinking. Glad they can get along. I got out of my car and walked up to the house opening the door. "H-hey Becca." I said closing the door behind me. "Whats up you two?" 

"Just talking. Are you okay Andy, you looked really pissed off back in the studio." CC said handing me a drink. "Yeah uh... I was really pissed but I'm fine now. You okay Becca?" I asked taking the beer. "I'm fine." She said looking at CC. I'm not even gonna ask. 

"Hey Becca, can I talk to you for a minute?" I said putting the drink down. "Yeah... sure..." She got up from the couch and we walked to my bedroom. "I'm really sorry that I freak out on you all." I saw Becca roll her eyes. "I know you're pissed or mad or frustrated but I just get worried that you'll find someone better..." I trailed off a bit hoping that she would tell me otherwise. But not one word came from her mouth. 

"Andy... I can't keep us a secret. If even an 'us' exsists. We never made anything official between us. What's the point." I swear those 3 words hit me like a silver bullet. 'What's the point' those words were the words I never wanted to hear her say. 

"What's the point? WHAT'S THE POINT! BECCA THE POINT IS, IS THAT I LOVE YOU!" I yelled on the top of my lungs, collapsing on the inside. She looked pissed. "Really Andy? Since you love me so much, why didn't you do anything when you had the chance?!" 

"You know what Andy, I am so sick of you're shit. You never trust me when I'm around other people. You never let me just be myself. I think we should move on..." She opened the door from the bedroom and left me... This actually happened. She. left. me.

She. Left. Me....