Andy Biersack.... My Step-Brother? (An Andy Biersack Love Story)

Chapter 15: Rebecca

I opened the bathroom door. Hoping for Andy not to hurt Nixon or me. We didn't do anything. Nothing at all. I was tired and weak, I didn't want to go home. I didn't want to deal with my problems or be with anyone that was in the middle of my problems. 

Nixon was the only one at that time that helped me. If it was Andy or my mom, I wouldn't have talk to them. But since it was Nixon, I didn't mind being with him.

I didn't want it to come to this but it did. I cut myself. Sure lots of people assumed I would in the future. But I never wanted to give in. I guess all of us give in some time. 

Anyways... As I opened the door Andy and Nixon were looking on the floor. It looked like a murder scene. My arms and thighs were bleeding. I couldn't take it anymore.

The stress of my mom being pregnant, and not being able to be with Andy no matter what. My friends left me a long time ago. And now I don't even have my father. 

"Becca... Are you okay?" Nixon got on his knees and put his arm around me. I pushed his arm off me. I didn't want anymore trouble with Andy. I got up from the floor, handed Andy my blade and broken mirror piece and left the room. 

I walked to the kitchen and put my wounds under the faucet. The cold water felt really nice. I know it sounds weird to say but it did. I saw Andy come up behind me. He wrapped his arms around me. I wasn't in the mood for anyones'  sympathy. 

I turned off the faucet and grabbed a black towel and wiped my arms. I turned around, facing Andy, and moved him off of me. "Stop Andy, just... stop."

I walked over to Nixons' bedroom. If my parents are going to be together, I have to move on. I have to accept the fact to Andy is going to be my brother. 

It's official that my mom is going to be with Chris. They're getting married soon and having a baby. I done with keeping Andy a secret. I want to be with Andy more than everything, but I'm done with hiding... I want to tell my mom that I'm getting married.

I want her to be there. But she won't if she knew it was her step-son. 

I walked into Nixons' room. He was still on the floor where I last saw him. I walked over to him, "Are you okay?" He looked up at me. "More like, are you okay?" I shrugged. "I'm fine. What about you?" 

"I'm fine too." He got up from the floor and walked over to me. "Will I see you again?" He said looking into my eyes. "Yes, I'll always be here. I promised."

I kissed his cheek and gave him a hug. We walked into the livingroom, where Andy was. 

"You ready to go?" Andy said. "Yeah, I guess." I hugged Nixon one last time before saying goodbye. 

I wish I had never let go of him.

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The next day we were with the band. They all knew about what had happened with Nixon and my wounds. They were more my family than friends. I missed them a lot. They were at the studio, recording their new album.

I was so excited to be able to listen to it before anyone else. They were recording their first song on the album. They hadn't come up with an album name yet. Hopefully they would let me name the album. 

"Becca was gettin' some action last night." I heard Ashley say. Andy's face got super red. Not from embarrassment but from anger. "Where did you hear that from Ash?" Andy asked while mumbling to himself. 

"The guys heard something from the Framing Hanley guys. They said Nixon and Becca got it oooooon." Ashley replied. Andy got up from his seat and threw the chair across the coffee table. I couldn't believe it. We didn't do anything. Why would he or the guys say that.  

I ran inside the room, Andy walked over to me and got close to my face "How dare you." And with that, I stood there with a blank white face.