Bad Boy {Solangelo}

At McD's

It was pretty good that Will's house was close enough to walk to a McDonald's.

They were walking and talking; sometimes about the bitchy popular cliques of their school, and sometimes about their preferences. Now when I say preferences, I mean their hobbies and stuff they like to do except loving each other.

Whilst walking, they stopped talking somehow.

The eerie silence was deafening and Nico couldn't hold it any longer. In hopes of trying to start a little sweet conversation, he slipped his hand in Will's.

As Nico's skin touched Will's, he felt his body lit up. Will felt like his hand was blazing. Even though Nico's hands were cold, he could feel the warmth they radiated. The love they showed, the compassion they held.

For a moment, Nico couldn't really believe he had really made a move. Holding Will's hand was rather courageous for him. But the relieving thing was Will didn't look at him in disgust or threw away Nico's hand like it was some baby diaper.

Will looked at Nico. Nico was just eyeing the McDonald's restaurant ahead. His hair were all messed up. But the glitter in his eyes was mesmerizing.

Once they both stepped inside, Nico liked ordered a Happy Meal and Will decided to take a burger.

Some people gave them strange stares and looks, but who cares? These two boys fallen in love with each other were busy thinking about each other.

They waited for their order. Once it arrived, Will could see Nico's whole face lit up with happiness.

This boy must love Happy Meals, Will thought. And of course, was he right!
Still, Will was unable to not admire Nico's smile. That little white teeth and that dimples on his both of cheeks and that plump lips of his. Will just wished he could kiss him there and then. Knowing that wasn't possible, he just stared at Nico.

Nico could now eat in peace with Will. He could feel Will's eyes glued on him. A smile had already curled on Nico's lips because of his favorite meal. However, Nico wasn't happy only for that. His favorite boy taking him on a date was... well, not something he'd expect in his sad and plain life.

When they started eating, none of them spoke a single word. No one.

But Nico didn't want this to be so plain, did he?

And so, he took out his black shoes. He glanced beneath the table to see where Will's legs were precisely positioned. Once he noticed where they were, he glanced at his own legs. The amount of pale there was horrifying. he made a mental note to eat more hemoglobin-rich-food.

Slowly, he traced his foot on Will's bare skin underneath the table. As soon as Nico's toe touched Will's shin, a gasp left Will's mouth.

A lopsided grin made way on Will's face. Be bit his lip, trying to keep back a moan. Will thought, Why does Nico tease me? Can't we just have sex without a foreplay? And mind you, I'm gonna top. Because I wanna give Nico all the pleasure I can. And then I'll cum on his abdomen, when he'll trace a finger down and lick it. Afterwards, I'll bottom next time. Till now, I can imagine him moaning my name and–

"Will? I think I need to use the restroom" Nico said and abruptly stood up.

Nico couldn't do it anymore. Even though Will did gasp, he wasn't doing anything. No action. No reply. Nothing. He was just looking at Nico. That's all. That's when Nico thought maybe using a restroom would change all this.

He stood up and went.

Once he entered, Nico washed his hands and then his face. Whatever had happened today was very hard to digest for a 14-year-old. Nico had seen Will masturbate, twice. And over Nico.
Did that explain why we had made out? Nico honestly had no idea.

He placed his hands on the counter and looked in the mirror. All he saw was a pale, broken boy who no one loved. Stop thinking non-sense. Stop think shit! Will will NEVER love you. This is just a bad nightmare. Maybe- maybe we never made out! Maybe we never kissed! Maybe all this is just a bad, a very very bad, nightmare that can't come true! Nico told himself. Look at yourself! You're just a mere boy with NOTHING special. You're just a pest to this world. You're insignificant. You mean nothing to Will. He'll never love you. He might even be ashamed of being seen with you in school. He might not even talk to you tomorrow, thinking of how broken you are!

Tears streamed down Nico's face. Nico was always so familiar with this salty taste, it no more tasted salty.

Will was getting anxious. What is taking Nico so long? He was getting worried with every single second. Finally, he decided to go inside.

Suddenly, a small thud was audible to Nico. A blond Will emerged from behind the restroom door.

Nico wiped his tears as fast as he could. But the redness in his eyes was too obvious.

Will gasped. "NICO! BABY! ARE YOU ALRIGHT?! WHAT HAPPENED?! WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!" Will yelled as soon as he came near Nico.

Did I do something wrong? Is he crying because of me? Did he get hurt? Did I make a mistake? These thoughts came gushing down his brain. Just seeing Nico cry was making Will's heart ache. And if it was because of him, Will was gonna tear apart then and there.

"Nothing is wrong. I'm ok" Nico tried sounding fine.

"You were crying. What happened? Did I do something wrong?" Will asked carefully. He placed a soft hand on Nico's cheek to feel it wet with tears.

Nico took an unsteady breathe and broke into Will's arms.

"I'm bad. I'm no good to you. Leave me. Just go. You'll never love me. I'll never be able to–" Nico said between trying to hold his tears back, but he was interrupted by Will.

"No, Nico. I love you. Alright? This whole world loves you. And you're good to me, of course! You're the reason I smile. You're the reason I thank god for giving me another day to live. Nico, you matter a lot to me. I'm here. I'm there for you. I'll never leave you. Never. I'll always be by your side. I'll be there when you need me" Will tried his best to confront Nico. He gently stroked Nico's soft, pale cheek skin. A skin he'd die for. 

"Why, Will? Why? I am just–"

"This is solely because I love you"

Will gently placed his lips on Nico's

Will slowly broke the kiss and hugged the teary eyed Nico. Nico was broken, he needed love. True love. He needed someone by his side to trust.
And Will would always be there for him.

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