Sooooooo lately ive been tryna not kms because ik 2 people would only rlly care about me.
I honestly do not care if i have spelling mistakes
Thats the least of my problems....
So, I have tiktok, I post...but uhhhhhh ion know if its worth the views yk? My account is private so if you want it just dm me on Instagram. @/queen_marie_0014.
My birthday is in 4 months....im nervous...
All i can think about is my family meeting my ex...
"My family meeting my ex..."
"My family meeting my ex..."
"My family meeting my ex..."
"My family meeting my ex..."
"My family meeting my ex..."
Like it taunts me every single fucking minute of every single freaking day!!! I hate it.
oMg i hate the fact that my dress is gonna me so freaking tight af!!!
So i invited 2 girls that are my best of friends to my birthday.
MY BOY BESTIEEEEEEEEEEEE FROM 2ND GRADEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
N' now i have to invite Sean...which means he might invite Jaden because my friends can bring a Family member if they need supervision or a friend if im not talking to them
okay its like May 4th,2021 and well i totally forgot abt this like my mind goes _____________________ iykyk?
Anyways
Im struggling with so so much rn.
Then ive been struggling to deal wit my school, boyfriend(who dont give 2shits abt me) idk why im still wit him, im getting my hair cut, and dyed, Im also getting my nails done. ughhh talk abt a glow up, i have like 8-17 bottles of new face washes, body washes, and that area washes, hair shampoos and conditioners, so much more. When im telling you i spent over $2,000 dollars im pretty sure my bbq is gonna have to be smaller than i thought.
I have 4 scratch marks because of my baby sister and in totally honesty I SWEAR SHE LOOKS LIKE ME!!!! She deadass came outta my mother and look like me HOW TF IS THAT POSSIBLE!!!
She deadass could be my daughter just from another motherrrr!!!
I have baby pictures from when she was in NICU and pictures when after she was born and pictures throughout the time being.
So really i could be her mother....just sayin...
I practically raised her too LMAOOAOAOOA!!!
Anyways i am going to let yall know what happened in bullet points or numbers whichever sees through....
1. my sister scratched me
2. shes practically an animal
3. my life is more crappy
4. my so call best friend is dating my ex-bf ***not jaden***
i literally hope i die today.
