Life is just...Life i guess

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I obviously hate my life, and just to catch everyone up Im not dating Jack anymore, I dated a girl a few days ago and then we broke up. Im dating this guy now his name is Christian, and he is just the sweetest boyfriend ever. I love him with all my heart! I have twitter and Instagram If you wanna follow me i will leave everything in my bio. I havent been as depressed as i used to be.


OKAY SO I HAVENT BEEN WRITING IN MONTHS CUZ ME AND THAT BOY HAVE BEEN BROKEN UP FOR MONTHS!!!! ANYWAYS!!


I am dating this boy I have liked for what seems to be 3 years....Yes, Yes I know That's a hella long time but it is what it is. Anyways he is sweet, caring, Loving (sorta)....'Popular' you could say. Everyone in my school adore him...So we can't really tell anyone we dating...Yet he is tryna link knowing his friends sorta oh idk LIVE NEAR ME!! Anyways...I have been super depressed. My boyfriend doesn't understand how serious it is...So I pretend to be happy around him. My suicidal thoughts come and go. I stopped talking to my close friends...I stopped getting good grades...my grades are good...just not in the 100's and 90's anymore. I have cut my hair a bit short...but it grew out. I cry almost every night now. My friends I made aren't by my side anymore...I started to talk to my ex who is also now my best friend. His name is Israel. He is doing well. I on the other hand I am not doing well. I am actually the definition of a bitch. So I've been told.  Oh my baby sister hates me. Yet she gets along so well with all my other siblings and my Rude of an ass of a Father. Me and my mum caught up though. So I mean that's something. I am currently in a huge fight wit my bf. You know what's so fucking funny!!! Me and My boyfriend ALWAYS FIGHT!! But thats generally the only time we actually talk to each other like a lot. I find this funny but that's really bad. Our relationship is hella toxic. Yet we are still together. ENOUGH ABT HIM!!

I mean I could dead ass just talk abt him non stop. 

SO I wanted to talk abt how life is right now.


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COMMENT WHAT YOU WANNA KNOW ABT ME!!! AND THATS WHAT IMMA DO PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT WHAT YOU WANNA KNOW. I WILL CHOOSE AT LEAST 5 PPL TO ANSWER!!! I AM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN POSTING!!! I AM TRYING MY BEST!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!! I AM SO SORRY THIS IS SHORT TOO!!! I CAN ASSURE YOU MAYBE THE NEXT CHAPTERS TO MY OTHER STORIES WILL BE LONGER...I HOPE LMFAOOO. ALSO I CUSS MORE THAN I USED TO THAT'S NOT OKAY BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE




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