Raven and Beast boy

Chapter 3

Episode 38 (Raven) Part one.

With Cyborg gone the amount of time Beast Boy and I are spending together is starting to stress me and I can't avoid him, so I meditate as much as I can. It will only be two weeks anyway. Besides, I like spending time with him but lately it's a lot.

*Knock knock* Someone is interrupting.

"Raven?". It's Starfire.

"Yes?"

"May I come in?" I open the door to let her in.

"Is something wrong?" I ask.

"Not really, I just need to say something. Our friend Beast boy told me something"

"Hmm, about what?" I say trying to sound unbothered

"About you two. He is worried he did not take your feelings into consideration with the Terra situation. And I'm worried about that too, because I didn't know anything, and I'm sorry, as I've understand friends should stay on each other sides" As she says all of this I'm just thinking about how to kill Beast Boy, that was not something we were supposed to tell people.

"It's really ok Star, there was no side, as I've told Beast Boy before, I won't be able to be what he wants and that was never an option, so there were no "feelings". Although all of this is true it did hurt a little because he was feeling so free with Terra.

"I've been inside your body and I think you can feel more than you imagine" she says, and she then gets in position to meditate. "Can I join?" she asks, and as I nod, she closes her eyes and starts meditating, which I very much thank, because I hate this subject.

After the talk, the meditation and all the hair stuff with Starfire I decide I should talk to Beast Boy.

He is in the training room. As he sees me, he waves at me and lets a robot knock him off which is funny so I cannot resist to laugh.

"At least some of the things I do are funny to you" he says as he laughs too.

"Yeah, we need to talk" I say, and I feel him become very tense.

"This is about the talk I had with star isn't it?" he says. His ears are down.

"I don't know what you have told her, or what are you worried about but I'm fine and I was fine" I say trying to settle things. "And I don't appreciate you telling people"

"Yeah, I figured, I didn't intend to, it's just, I was worried, and Star was there, I didn't even tell Cyborg I swear, are you mad?" he asked still worried.

"No, I'm not. Worried about?" I just wanted to avoid everyone knowing because the last think I need is people feeling sorry for me.

"I've just realized that I wasn't taking your feelings into consideration with all that happened"

"Beast boy, nothing happened, and I don't really have a problem with my feelings I've always kept them under control, remember?"

"Yeah, I know, I just, when I told you I liked you, it was for real, I know it looked like I moved on very fast but , I just want to be sure you know that and I just wanted to thank you for never making it weird, you are great Raven" he says and smiles at me. I try and smile back. I sometimes prefer to think that he does not and never had feelings for me because that way, everything would be so much easier. But it is not.

"So, can we never talk about this again?"

"Yeah, okay"