Rachel
I'm Okay
Is what I keep telling myself.
I'm Okay
Is what plays in my head on repeat.
I'm Okay
Is what I tell my friends and my sister.
But I'm not okay.
Not only that I feel numb, I feel as if i can't cry anymore, I have no more motivation to scream at the top of my lungs, or to Continuously pinch myself on my arm telling myself This is all just a dream and when I wake up I'll be in Cedric's arms.
But I'm not. I'm alone, Sure I have Friends and My sister, But Usually when it come to loving someone romantically, they leave, and this time its my fault.
I've been in George's room hiding from the world, I'm not mad at anyone it's just hard to cope with reality right now, I feel like a burden to everyone, Especially Katie Rae, She come's up here to check on me Daily because She's so worried, I'd talk but now how I truly felt about the situation I felt as If I couldn't
A sudden Knock came from the door I continue to hide under the covers Not caring to know who is at the door.
"Hey Rachel, How are you feeling?" I hear Fred say. I groan under the covers, not wanting to say anything.
"Oh come on Rachel talk to us." I hear Ron say "No" I say. suddenly the blankets are removed from me. I turn to see George Holding the Blanket.
"C'mon George give me the blanket back." I mumble as I slightly sit up.
"Go brush your teeth and take a shower then I will." George says teasing me.
"George give her the blanket back." Katie Rae says taking it from him, she then spreads the blanket across the bed, covering me up with it, she sits on the bed with me I lay my head on her shoulder as she wraps her arms around me in comfort.
"What's on your mind Rach?" She asks, Ron sits on the bed across from Katie Rae and I, and The twins sit on the floor.
"Love is Dead, that's what's on my mind." Is all I can say. Katie Rae's grip gets tighter, comforting me even more.
"Don't think that Rachel, there is going to be someone out there for you." Fred Speaks up.
"Oh, I get it, Love is dead because Cedric is dead right?" Ron blurts. We look at Ron.
"RONALD!" George and Katie Rae yells as George pushes him off the bed.
"Bloody Hell, I'm sorry" Ron says Rubbing his head in pain. A silence fills the room, I suddenly burst out in laughter Everyone looks at me in confusion "What's funny?" George asks I shake my head, still laughing a little "Nothing Just Ron being stupid." I say Ron shakes his head a little, but ends up laughing too.
I hear another knock at the door I look up to see who it is. "Hello Angel." Draco says with a big smile on his face.
"Dray?" I beamed, I stand to my feet immediately hugging him, He wraps his arms around me "I've miss you Angel." He says into my shoulder soon enough I cry into his shoulder "Don't Cry, it's going to be okay." He whispers, trying to shush me like a little girl.
"I wish I got a hug like that" I hear George Mumble to Fred. I let go of Draco and turn to everyone.
"What is he doing here, especially at the burrow?" I question Everyone was silent. "We wanted you to feel better." George mumbles, as he stares at the ground "And we thought it was a good idea if you went to the Manor with me for the weekend?" Draco speaks up. I nod in response.
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Troubled Twins|| Fred & George Weasley.
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