Sorry for the long wait! Here's chapter 19.
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Chapter 19
1 week later...
It's been a week since the funeral of Trevor took place. It has been really hard for us to mourn over his death but soon enough, we past through it with each other's help. Its only been a week but it feels like he was alive yesterday. Everyday, I can feel his soul roaming around in every place I am.
But today, today will be different. I need to give myself a chance to hang-out with other people without worrying to be broken or to be abandoned.
I stand up from my bed and scurried off to the mirror, looking at my messy hair in different places. Cameron and I haven't talked lately, especially about the secrets and such but I guess we texted often? I really don't know now.
I wear my bunny room slippers and grab my towel from the hook of the wall, scratching my eyes because its freaking itchy. I walk lazily going to the bathroom while touching my hair for no apparent reason. I strip my clothes and throw them to the hamper right away before I become lazy and leave it on the floor, making my mother angry like I stole some of her money in her wallet.
I turn on the shower, escaping reality for at least a short moment.
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I'm walking on the streets, still astounded as to why Harry Woods asked me on a date. I mean, look at me. Just look at me and you'll see the opposite of Beyonce or Kylie Jenner or whatever celebrity I can think of. I escaped my thoughts when my phone beeped making me nervous like hell.
Harry: Hey there hot stuff.
I blush like a tomato as I reread the message all over again. Did Harry just call me "hot stuff"? I'm seriously in a dream.
I clearly don't know what to reply. Is it "Hello", "Hey there too hot stuff" or simply "Hi."
Me: Hey there babe x
Oh My God. What did I just do. Did I just? Holy Guacamole, I'm totally gonna die right now. I am talking to friggin Harry Woods and I just called him babe.
Harry: I'm guessing you're totally excited for later ;)
Me: Uhmm, maybe?
Harry: Wear your cutest clothes because were gonna have the best time.
I cough endlessly as I choke my own saliva when he said "best time". A different stuff came into my mind and I immediately blush. I look at myself from head to toe thinking if this outfit is cute or just really nerdy.
Me: Well, you better be fun.
Harry: I am always fun especially in...
Me: Don't you dare!
Harry: Aw is little Amanda too innocent?
Me: I am not innocent!
Harry: Can you stop putting exclamation marks?
Me: Okay!
I continued walking and a Porsche stops right in front of me. Everything around seems to blur as Harry come out of his car, his curls covering a part of his sunglasses.
"Are you Amanda?" He asks and I was suspicious at first. Just for the record, he knows me and I'm pretty sure he knows my face.
"Uhm yeah." I awkwardly replied and he smirks. "Good, come in." He invites me and I oblige.
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We reached our "secret" destination because he was reluctant in telling me where were heading to.
Cliché.
It was a fine dining restaurant with those classy background music and delicious recipes made by some big time chef.
"Table for 2." Harry says to the waitress . "Name sir?"
"Haz- Harry Woods." He answers and its making me suspicious more. Maybe I'm just paranoid with all this things happening in my life. Maybe I'm just hallucinating things that shouldn't be thought about.
The waitress led us to our table. She starts asking for our food and I ordered lasagna while Harry ordered some Baby Back Ribs with Martini for his drink.
"I didn't know you drink Martinis." I chuckle and he gave me a poker face.
"Sorry." I fake cough and he laughs too. "You should have saw your face!" He teases me and I look down.
"Laugh more." I sarcastically say. I suddenly have the urge to pee so I excused myself for a minute.
I reached the bathroom and Harry came out of the Male CR.
"Harry?" I asked and his face was confused.
"Amanda?"
"I didn't pick you up yet, how are you here?" He asks and this is seriously getting on my nerves right now.
"Uhmm, you already picked me up?" It was more of a question than a statement.
"Wait, I didn't."
"Finally, you two got to meet!" Harry appeared suddenly at my side and I'm pretty sure I'm seeing two Harry's right now.
"What the fuck is happening." I exclaimed and Harry muttered a "Great."
"Haz?" Harry asks and Haz or whoever he is smirked.
"Hey Brother."
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A/NOkay first of all, its been months since I freaking updated and It really sucks because I have this huge writers block but I kind of got through it. And the ending reminded me of Stefan and Damon 😍.
THIS CHAPTER REALLY SUCKS LIKE BIG TIME I AM SO SORRY.
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