To Be Replaced

Part 5

You blink multiple times to make sure what you're seeing is really true.

Baekhyun and Maya. Asleep on the couch. Together.

You stand there stunned as you take in the sight in front of you. You try to take a deep breath, but it's choppy. It feels like the air is doing its best to avoid your lungs because you can't take in a single full breath.

You stare at the upright form of your boyfriend as he leans his head against the back of the couch. His mouth slightly open as he takes soft breaths.

You follow the line of his body until you get to Maya's head which is resting on his lap. A peaceful smile graces her face while she sleeps, and you want nothing more than to grab her by her hair and lift her off of him.

You look at her body as it lays across your couch. The couch you and Baekhyun had picked out. The couch you and Baekhyun had spent more nights cuddled up together on than you could count, and your eyes land on Baekhyun's hand resting on her arm. It feels like you've been punched in the gut with a freaking boulder.

How dare he? How dare he bring this woman into your home? Let her fall asleep on your couch? Let her rest her head on his lap? You allow the anger and betrayal to sweep through you. To consume you. You want to hurt them both for making you feel this way.

You look down at the glass coffee table next to you and see the glasses they must've been drinking water from. You lean down and pick one up, focusing in on all the anger you were feeling. You look back at the couple and raise the glass into the air before throwing the glass down onto the coffee table with all of your might.

The cup shatters everywhere, startling the pair from their sleep. A small part of you feels better after smashing the glass, but the angrier part of you wishes the table would've gone with it. It would be a visual representation of how you were feeling inside.

Baekhyun and Maya both sit up with wide eyes as they take in you and the glass all over the floor. You feel Baekhyun's eyes scouring your body to see if you are hurt in any way, and you almost laugh. He already hurt you. He just couldn't see it.

"Are you ok- "

"What the fuck is this?" you angrily ask, cutting off Baekhyun's question as you gesture between the two of them.

Baekhyun's eyebrows furrow, and he looks at Maya in confusion before tilting his head to the side like he was working out a kink in his neck. "I guess I fell asleep..."

"And the reason she fell asleep with her head on your lap is?"

Baekhyun continues to blink at you in confusion before he stares at Maya. Your eyes follow his and land on the girl in question. The innocent look on her face makes you roll your eyes.

"I don't really remember... We were going through reports, and then I guess we both fell asleep..." she weakly tells you.

Your eyes fall to the couch to see papers and packets spread all over it and the floor in front of them. Maybe they were working and fell asleep, but that didn't mean shit to you.

"Your head was on his lap because...?" you repeat the question because there is no way you are letting her get away without answering.

Maya opens and closes her mouth a few times, but you know she can't come up with an excuse... because she didn't care to. You can tell from the light behind her eyes that she didn't regret it one bit. That she was happy you had walked in on them like that.

"It was an accident..."

You loudly scoff. "Yeah, I'm sure it was a fucking accident, Maya."

"Y/N... Nothing was – "