Bottoms Up

chapter 6

Kai Baker

Damn it she's right. Why do I hate her so much?

I mean we met like 2 years ago. From what I can remember I think she kind of annoyed me from the start so I would try and pick small fights just to piss her off. Then I realised that she kind of looked cute when she was pissed off. So I kept annoying her cause it was fun. After a while I think she actually started to hate me because she started picking fights with me more often.

Then she became less cute and more annoying and pretty much ever since then we just keep arguing everytime we see each other. I'd say that Alex and Cooper are so tired of us at this point.

Danika has a point though. As much as we have argued over the last 2 years we have never actually yelled at each other. It's usually just teasing and making jabs at each other.

I don't really know why I yelled at her to be honest. When I came home and she was wearing a towel I didn't know what to think. Like this girl that I hate and have been tormenting for 2 years is walking around half naked.

I walked into the apartment and immediately my heartrate rose and my pants started getting tight but then I realised what was going on and who it was and I just got confused.

I froze at the door while she walked into the kitchen because I genuinely didn't know what to do or how to act. If I had to guess I'd say that she did it to get back at me for the night before but when I yelled at her she said that I wasn't supposed to be home for another 15 minutes which makes sense because Jeff let me leave early.

I think I just yelled at her because I was confused about how I reacted and I guess I was mad at myself. I felt bad and tried to apologize but she just brushed me off. Then she decided to get mad at me. I fucking tried to apologize and she wouldn't let me. So I just brushed it off like she did.

Since then we have just been watching the TV in silence. It's a bit awkward but I don't care. I'm not backing down. I check my phone and it's now 10:00. Cooper never said what time he would be home but knowing him it probably won't be anytime soon. He is usually out any night when he doesn't have classes the next day.

I'm not sure about Alex. She could be asleep or still working on homework I have no idea. I should probably try to sleep soon, I have a class at 9:30 tomorrow morning. I only have a few episodes left in season 7 but I doubt I will get it finished tonight.

I quickly glance at Danika and I don't know if she is actually paying attention to the show. She seems zoned out but I'm not sure. To be fair she said she has seen it multiple times so even if she isn't paying attention she would still know what's going on.

Fuck I shouldn't care if she's paying attention or not. She probably doesn't even want to be here. She really has nowhere else to go. I guess if she was really desperate she could go into Alex's room but she probably wants to let her do her homework in peace.

Why the hell does she have this affect on me? Like don't get me wrong she is obviously attractive but over time I didn't notice it as much as she was annoying me. But the way my body immediately reacted to her has never happened before. Not with her, not with anyone.

I don't think she realised though. She probably just thought that I was shocked. I think I concealed myself pretty well. But I was frozen at the door so I couldn't really give much away. 

Damn it. I don't even know what happened. It doesn't matter though. I don't even like her she is annoying as fuck and she hates me too. Even if I find her a bit attractive, hey I'm not blind. She is also one of Cooper's best friends so things could get messy.