Our little secret

Day 2 (the nappy)

Day 2. It was my first morning in the hospital, the room was dark and there were glances of light peeping through the curtains. I lay there, in this nappy. Fucking bed wetter I thought. The nappy was thick, it was like my whole genitalia and arse, was surrounded by a warm cloud.
I stood up and put on my white socks and looked at myself in the mirror. I felt like a little boy more which is ironic because I came to this hospital to do the opposite. The nappy fluffed out a bit at the top where I didn't strap myself in properly. It sagged a bit as well so you could see my V lines heading downwards. Fuck this I'm taking it off.
I tried pulling the tape but struggled, I pulled the other side and it wasn't fucking budging. Shit, what am I going to do? I'm stuck in this nappy. I desperately tried pulling the side off but nope not working. I ran around my room frantically looking for things that would cut it off but nothing. I didn't even pack a razor because what was the point? Shit! I went back to the mirror and looked at myself. I tried pulling it down but the bloody tape was too tight and wouldn't go over my arse. Fuck, shit! What am I going to do?! Then *knock, knock* and who enters but Dr j, I mean doc. He walks in with his head down reading a file but speaks.
"Hi, Tom today we're just going to run a few more..." he looks up and sees me standing there in a frenzy with this nappy on, that's stuck and sagging! I stand there like a rabbit in head lights sweating.
"That's not how you should put the nappy on Tom, we don't want leaks and with it sagging like that you will" he said. I thought I fucking know that u don't need to tell me! But just stood there frozen.
"Come on take it off and I'll instruct you in how to put it back on again properly". I just stood there again speechless thinking, shit the fuck am I going to do now. He puts down the file and roles his sleeves up more and steps a little closer to me.
"Come on take it off" he instructs.
"I can't" I mumble.
"You can't what?" He replies. I take a deep breath in.
"I can't take the nappy off" I say again, with absolute shame. He just stares at me for a few seconds. Before instructing me to lay on the bed. Everything inside me was hating this, I'm a fucking man not a little boy. I came here to be a man but instead I now look like a boy and I'm being treated like a little boy! I laid on the bed flat. My legs slightly bent. Dr j, walked up next to me on the bed and looked down at me for a few seconds. He reached under the bed to get the supplies he needed to help me. He came back up and again just glared down at me, it was this solid nerve racking eye contact.
"Arms above ur head please" he said demandingly. I did so but felt exposed. Then without warning he grabbed both of my ankles and lifted them up towards my head. My bum raised aswell. He laid a towel underneath me.
He sighed and dropped my feet down on the bed.
"I'll show you, what would of happened if u had of had an accident in your sleep and what a mess you would of made" he said. Without really understanding, he was pressing on my bladder again. I let out a moan and then some higher pitched moans while I began to wet my nappy in front of him. I had pulses of higher pitched moans as my pee just kept coming and coming. My nappy was getting so full and damp and all the while Dr j, emotionless, just stared at me. In discomfort of heavily wetting myself and moaning, I eventually stopped. I felt upset and so angry I wanted to cry.
"You feel that? Your legs are soaked and so is the towel. This is the importance of strapping your nappy up properly" he said. I just stared at him breathing heavily. He stared back fiercely while he back to somehow easily! Unstraped my nappy. He pulled it from underneath me and I felt exposed and small. I just pulled my legs up to protect my dignity. He forcefully pulled my legs up again and placed a cold wipe against my arse. It made me squeak, he looked at me briefly before going back to staring at me, down there. He wiped around each buttock and then down the middle a few times which made me wince,twitch and squeak with each wipe. I turned my face to stare at the window. This was humiliating!
He laid my legs down again and began to wipe my balls and penis. It was so sensitive and the cold just made my balls go in and my dick shrivel up so I was tiny infront of him. He grabbed so cream and began to message it in, over my dick and ball and lower stomach. It felt so good, it made me nervous and ache as I just wanted more. He got a load of cream and went Imbetween my legs and massaged it into my scrotum with a downward motion. I loathed him for making me feel like this but I loved it, I bit my lip and instinctively lifted up my legs more so he could get to my arse. I could feel his fingers run over my arse hole and I loved it.
I had girls touch me down the before and enjoyed it but with him, it's like he know exactly what I like.
He again with circular motions went round and round my arse cheeks while occasionally going up and over my scrotum, dick and balls and back down to over my arse hole. I noticed I was breathing heavy and in a high boy pitched tone I was moaning a little. He must've noticed as before I knew it he had already covered me in talcum powder and was beginning to put another clean nappy on me.
As he began to pull the nappy up and Imbetween my legs, he just stared in my eyes and held his hand Imbetween my legs, pressing the nappy against me. The top of the nappy being floppy and tickling my v lines. He stared with his hand basically cupping me. His fingers ending in the middle of my arse crack. His power and the tension was untrue. He soon snapped out of it and strapped me up tightly. I lay there aching as I was so horny and him standing over me, I think knowing exactly hat he had done.