Our little secret

Day 5 (friends)

Toms perspective

I was ready to out of this place for a break. I had planned to go see my girlfriend and a few mates for a while. Probably have a spliff or something. Fucking need it. Dr.j said I needed 1 of them to be my carer? Guardian? I dunno some shit, so my mates had to come pick me up.
I got a call about 11 am saying they were here. I practically ran out of the room. I made it to reception and saw dr.j standing there speaking to them....fuck sake. I basically ignored him and tried just hurrying everyone out.

"Urm Tom!" He shouted before buzzing to let us out. "You and who ever is going to be your guardian of the day needs to sign you off"

Are you fucking for real? I thought. He stood there with his stupid clip board. I grabbed it, scribbled on it and went to leave again.

"Urm who is going to be your guardian of the day?" He said again.

I flung myself around. Fire in my eyes.

"Jack is" I shouted, before turning to leave again.

"Can he come sign this please?" He said.

Fuck! Just leave me alone I thought! Jack walked over and signed the paper. I just wanted to leave man! We got to the door...

"Urm Tom?"

"What!!" I shouted

"Unfortunately because of your condition and the medication your on, you can't leave without your mobility chair and support bag"

"Are you for real?" I said

Dr.j laughed before going into the near by cupboard and bringing out the "mobility chair". Bro it was a fucking push chair that you use for toddlers.

"Are you joking?!"

"Unfortunately no Tom I'm not, the form you just signed legally requires you to bring it with you"

My jaw dropped. My friends just sniggered. I thought of bolting for it. I tried tugging on the door to get out.

"Tom I can't let you leave without taking it"

Fuck this I thought, going back to get it.

"No, your guardian has to take it. You were sectioned under the well-being act. Legally you aren't mentally capable enough to look after yourself or this chair"

I was so angry. I wanted to hit him. But I also wanted to get the fuck out of here. My friends laughed. "Daddy jack" they said. "Daddy jack is going to look after his retarded son". I was pissed. Jack just looked embarrassed. My girlfriend couldn't even look at me. Jack grabbed it and we made it through the doors.

"Urm Tom!" Dr.j shouted after us.

"What!!!" I roared.

"Don't think of ditching the chair. It costs 10 grand and if it's damaged you'll be paying for it"

Fuck! I thought! I turned to walk away.

"O by the way !" I turned back. "It has a tracker on it that legally must be with you at all times" he smiled.

....you fucking cunt I thought. You fucking, fucking arsehole. I was so pissed. My mates still mocking me while we walked away. I was cringing so hard I couldn't even say anything.

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Despite the retarded chair, the day was going decent. There were 11 of us in total. 1 being my girlfriend and 1 of her friends. The others just the lads. We went to the wooded part of a park and just smoked spliffs. My girlfriend eventually came around after being embarrassed. It was so good to see her again. We snuck away from the group. I pinned her against a tree and fingered her. Her tits and pussy felt so good. I slightly pulled down my trousers a little, hiding my nappy. I bent her over and fucked her hard. I tried concentrating but I kept getting flashes of dr.j and the machine. I thought about how much I came in that machine. Urgh so fucking disgusting. I fucked her harder trying to get the bullshit thoughts out of my head. She felt good around my dick. Another flash of dr.j stroking my dick came through. She turned around.

"Are you okay? You seem distracted?" She asked

"I'm fine baby" I said before shoving her against the tree and lifting her legs around me.

I fucked her hard. Dr.j and how good that machine felt kept popping into my mind. I buried my face into her neck. She smelt good. I finished. I dunno if she did but she seemed happy enough. She pulled up her knickers and we walked hand in hand back to the group. The group were in a quite open wooded area on a bench next to a fence. The sun was beginning to come down.

"You retarded now Tom?" Jack asked

"Fuck off!" I replied.

"You a adult baby Tom?" Max asked

"Fuck off man, no I'm not"

"Then why do you have nappies in your bag then Tom?" Ashley asked

"No I fucking don't" I laughed back

"O ye? What's this then?"

liam pulled out a fat fresh nappy from the back pack dr.j gave me. Fuck.

"I don't know what the fuck that is? They made that bag for me, I don't know what they put in there?"

"You wear nappies?" My girlfriend asked backing away from me.

"No course I don't! I'm not that spastic"

"Prove it" Jessie shouted

They all just half stood and half sat and stared at me waiting for me to respond.

"I'm not showing you my boxers man, I just fucked. It's got cum n shit on it" I said shrugging it off.

"Just shows us the rim then" jack said

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"Nah man, I don't need to prove anything to u"

I began walking over grabbing the chair. Sam held the handle. While giving me a dead look.

"Get off sam" I said while pushing him back.

"Prove it!" Jack said

I walked over to jack and squared up to him.

"I don't need to prove shit to you, ya fucking perv. Wanting to check out my dick. Ya gay or summin?" I shouted.

The guys in the group were all around 6ft. Mixture of builds. We all grew up in working class Luton. I wouldn't fuck with them but at this moment I didn't have a choice.

"Fuck you say to me cunt?!" Jack shouted back at me, pushing me back.

"You heard!" I shouted.

Knowing fully well last time we spoke he was ashamed of having thoughts of possibly being gay. But currently I needed everyone to get off my back and focus on him.

"Fucking faggot, been wanking off with other guys in club toilets the fuck is wrong with u?!" I shouted back in his face.

An anger came over jacks face. He went for me, punching me in the stomach. The others jumped in started kicking me.

"The others know you fucking twat" jack said looking down at me. "It's not a fucking secret, we're in the 21st century ya stupid cunt"

Fuck my only resource. Gone. I went to run but they grabbed me by my clothes Then through me on the park table. I lay there kicking. Shit. Shit shit!

"You got something to tell us Tom?" Liam said.

Standing at the bottom of my kicking legs. I screamed, trying to think what to do to get out of this. My girlfriend Katie just stood there with her friend Lucy. Shocked just watching.

"Katie! Katie! Fucking help me!" I screamed

"Fuck up!" Max said before covering my mouth with his hand.

"Let's see if you really are a retard then" jack said

walking Imbetween my kicking legs that were hanging off the table. I tried speaking but all came out were muffled words. I strained as hard as I could to get out of this. Jack began undoing my belt. Looking down at me. Unbuttoning my jeans and slowly undoing my zip. It felt like time was going to slowly. He slipped his hand into my trousers, palm up. He was feeling. I screamed as loud as I could, hopefully someone could help me. Jack grabbed my nappy and his eyes lit up. He smiled.

"Awh, does someone wet themselves Tom?" He laughed. Looking at me.

He stood there, hand in my trouser watching me squirm and scream.