DAHYUN
We're all sitting in the living room with our managers facing us and the company directors as well. Not to mention how Every got7 members is also here. Why are they always here? They always want to meddle with our life and I am not gonna complain about that because they're the ones who make us feel safe.
I am not wrong when I sensed whatever is going on few months ago before the release of Fancy. Today, May 21, 2019, I was able to confirm all the suspicions I have within me.
"Nayeon, I bet you have to say something as well" the higher members of the company's committee asked her.
"Look, I don't have to apologize neither Jihyo right? I mean, it's normal for us to find someone whom we can love. And I just helped Jihyo to be with that 'someone' of her" Nayeon unnie defended herself and Jihyo unnie.
"That's not the thing here. The thing here is that how can you sneak out."
"Oh.. I have no say on that your honor" Nayeon unnie sheepishly answered. What had gotten into her head?
Jihyo unnie apologized already. I don't really think there's something to apologize aside the fact that they hid it to everyone here even us.
After some time of talking. Every staffs left our dorm already.. The atmosphere is so quiet. No one wanted to talk as if it's forbidden. As much as I wanted to start the conversation, it's not my thing to do. I am also disappointed by the fact that they hid it to us. It felt like the two of them did not trust us at all.
"I'm going upstairs" I bluntly told them. The living room is so awkward. It makes me feel so uncomfortable. "Is it fine?" I asked right after. I don't want to sound rude or something. "Go on Dahyun. Rest well." Jeongyeon unnie answered me since the leader and the oldest member are still in the hot seat.
"Da wait, bring me with you" Yugyeom told me before following my lead. I did not answer. I don't really mind him on my room. Besides, Tzuyu and Chaeyoung are close enough with him as well.
After I entered the room, i immediately plopped down my bed with no thoughts in my mind. Blank. Just blank. I don't really know what to think of right now.
"Are you okay?" Yugyeom asked me.
"Yeah."
"You don't seem okay"
"I'm fine for real"
"you're disappointed." it's not a question. He's sure of what he's saying. And I'm sure he's right on predicting what I feel as well. "Gotcha"
"Gyeom, I don't understand. I clearly do not understand. I don't know what I feel, I don't know if I should feel like this." I started off. "Why did they hide it to us? And why do Jihyo unnie have to apologize for it? Dating someone is not the point here but the fact that she decided to hide it from us." I added.. Yugyeom is just patiently listening to all my rants.
"I understand. But please understand her as well. It must've been hard for her to tell you guys but I'm sure she wanted to tell it to you guys as well but news sites did it first." He commented after hearing my side.
"But why do Nayeon unnie knows about it?"
"maybe something happened that she needed to tell it to her? You know, things that Nayeon noona can do." he then added, "but Da, please take your time to understand everything I said. I know what you feel and that's valid. You have to process everything slowly, everyone of you do have. I know you Da, I know how your feelings work, so please don't beat yourself too much about it. The world is not so good to you and the girls lately."
"I'm scared"
Yugyeom went to sit on my bed and started playing with my hair. "What are you scared of?" He asked while caressing my hair slowly. "I'm scared that Jimin and I might be spotted" I answered which made him take his hands off from my hair to his mouth. He gasped so hard before giving me a sheepish look.
"A-are you two.."
"No."
"Then why are you worried?"
"We're good friends. I'm scared that we might get spotted hanging out as well and it might affect our friendship. You know, Jimin has been one of my go-to person lately. I've been comfortable around him as well" I added as a defense. I know bringing up Jimin here is a dumb idea, why did I even mention him.
"You don't have to be scared. It's not like you two hangout everyday neither like you two are dating." He added.
"you should take a rest now Da, it's getting late." he told me before going to the door.
"Thank you, gyeom." he smiled to me before closing the door.
Rest? I don't think I'll be able to rest, and as expected. I still managed to stay awake for 3 hours looking at the ceiling blankly. There's nothing going on inside my head, I suddenly went numb and I don't know what to do next until my phone received a message.
From: Jimin
Let's meet tomorrow
I don't think this will lead to something good.
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I'm back for today!!! I have drafts for 3 chapters but it was deleted, I don't know why that's why I suddenly shut myself down. I feel like I've lost everything I've worked hard for. I know this chapter is so short, I am so sorry.
Belated happy birthday to my beloved Dahyun. And TWICE is coming back!! And Yugyeom as well. Basically so many idols are coming back for June.
Did u watch kingdom?? Stray Kids won!! I'm so happy for them, they deserve it so much. ❤️
And also, do you mind/will you read it if I'm going to push this from a single story to series of stories with different main characters?? (But still connected stories and world btw)
My friends requested for a MinSung (Minho and Jisung) one and I've considered it as well. They're chemistry will fit my storyline so I'm planning to insert them in the nicest way, on the next chapters.
I want to hear your thoughts about doing this as a series 😔😔
I'm so sorry for the late update and Have a great day everyone!! I'm going to update as long as I can for the next chapter 😁❤️
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Beauty Amid Chaos [DahMin]
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