Beauty Amid Chaos [DahMin]

Chapter 8 - Sana's Dahyun

DAHYUN

It's February 13, Wednesday. two days left before our surprise to Jihyo unnie. Everything is prepared already. Even the auditorium. The foods are the only thing needed. Thanks to JYP PD-nim's support to us. I contacted GOT 7 sunbaenims, BTS sunbaenims, Eunwoo oppa, and Jihyo unnie's family already since I am the one incharged with that.

I also invited Ryujin, Lia, Yeji, Chaeryoung, and Yuna. They're debuting very soon and we are good friends with them since Chaeryoung joined sixteen and the other are our co trainee back then. They are such great rookies. I know someday they'll mark their own name.

I also wanted to invite SKZ since they are our juniors too but then JYP PD-nim told us that they can't come due to their recent comeback and they're having their promotions at the moment. We'll have some other time to be with them.

I invited Got7 sunbaenims since they are a good Seniors and Friends to us. We all are so close to each other. Especially to Jinyoung oppa since we are in the same circle of friends. Jackson oppa is the one who boosted my confidence. I remember back then when I am still so shy and not crazy oncam. But now, I'm that crazy Dahyun already. I'm not afraid to show them crazy sides of me already. Thanks to jackson oppa.

But then I am one of the most quiet member of TWICE. or maybe I am the most. Mina unnie isn't that quite offcam like how you all see her oncam. We are like the same level offcam. I am mostly at my room busy with my phone playing games with Mina unnie. Sometimes when I am not that lazy, i bond with the other members as well. I learned to manage my emotions and time.

We are currently at the venue for the taping for FANCY. It's our upcoming mini album comeback. It's not cute concept anymore. We've decided to change our genre now since we had so many cute concept music videos already.

We wanted to show them the different side of TWICE. the matured concept of TWICE. We wanted to show them how Versatile TWICE is.

"Dahyun you looks like you have something in your mind" Sana unnie who's currently holding my hand told me. "Nothing unnie. I just had this thought that this is a good start of the year for us. Showing onces how versatile we are by moving up into an mature concept." I told her. I really waited so long for this to happen.

"Oohh.. I guess you really waited for this to happen?" She asked me and I immediately nodded. "Yes unnie. I wanted this for real. Not just to show our ONCES but to also show those who keeps on bashing us that we can also improve. I know it's normal for us to have bashers but I hate it how they underestimate us because of not having any mature concepts." I answered sincerely. I really hate seing some who are so over the line to react. Some are also using Mental stability to bash us which is not good.

"I'm glad you're happy today.." Sana unnie told me while she slowly rested her head on my shoulder. "Hmm?" I asked her. "I have seen how bothered and Sad you are recently because of the news about Vernon. It was just 2 days but I miss you already. I miss that tofu walking around the dorm randomly." She told me and even held my waist with both of her hand. "Unnie.." I don't know what to say. For real.

"ever since that day, you are always on your room and will just go downstairs if you're hungry. You always tell us that you are fine and just tired but I know you are sad. Sometimes I wish that I can sleep in your room too just like Tzuyu and Chaeyoung but Jihyo won't allow me." her voice sounds so sad. I didn't know my actions would affect her that much. I felt something heavy against my chest. It's painful how others see that I'm hurting. I don't want them to worry about me.

"Im sorry Unnie..." I told her. That's true. I really am. I want to apologize for making her sad, making them sad. And making them worry about me. I should be professional. My job as in Idol should not get affected by my personal issues.