Beauty Amid Chaos [DahMin]

Chapter 31 - His thoughts

A/N : I honestly thought this one's too short to publish. But then, I also thought it's better to post my past drafts before I publish the next part of the story which are the most important ones. I wasn't able to proofread this chapter so please bare with my errors if ever you spot one or maybe even more than one.

*If you will notice, I also added chapter titles from Chapter 1 to the next chapters. :)

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THE BEGINNING OF AN END.

JIMIN

What's taking her so long? Did something happen? Is she not going anymore?

I pulled out my phone and started typing a message for her. It's already 4 pm, we decided to meet at 3, I have to know if she's going to make it or not.

To be completely honest, I don't really know why I asked to meet her. I felt like it was just an excuse for me. That's the truth that I have been trying to accept for more than a while now.

To: Dahyun

Are you going to make it? I'm not pressuring you, take your time. :)

"Jimin" nice.

"I just messaged you, like seconds ago, did you receive it?" I asked. What's the need to ask when she's here already? I suddenly felt my face heat up because of embarrassment.

"Never mind that, Why did you want to see me for?" She asked. Her voice is cold, she sounds and looks bothered.

"Hey, are you okay? You look... I don't know, maybe bothered?" I asked.

finally, there's a reason for us to meet now.

"This is actually the reason why I wanted to see you. I felt like you will be bothered at this time today" I said, joking to make her feel better.

c'mon, I need to see you smile.

She scoffed and smirked upon my joke before sitting beside me. We're now both looking at the road, empty, and busy. Her hands are firmly tucked on the pocket of her clothes while her attention is focused on anything but me.

Whatever it is that she's thinking about, It's something she won't be able to let go of, for the next few days.

"Seriously though, what's bothering you?" I asked again when I noticed how she dodged my question.

"Nevermind that, it's not my business" She answered before sighing deeply. Not her business? What does she mean by that? Did she perhaps read about something today? Heard about something? What? What is it that keeps her so bothered. What is it that keeps her attention away from the person beside her right now. What is it that she can't seem to focus and rest on my presence, like she always use to?

Not her business but she looks so bothered. What is that business and why does she look so vexed right now?

"If you say so, miss." I said.

Now, what do I say? I knew it was a bad idea to ask her here. Why did I even think of when I sent that message? Someone might see us here and I don't know what will happen. I can't risk it. She's been through a lot this year already.

"Do some artists usually break their company rules?" She suddenly asked.

What's with her sudden questioning and what's with this kind of question?

"I think so. Sometimes, the industry we're in gets too heavy and hard to manage. There are so many rules. Do's and Dont's." I answered.

She looked at me intently.

She looks so serious about this matter. Did something happen in her agency? Did she break some rules? Is it about her members? or is it about me?

"But we're human too, you know. It's fair for us to make mistakes. It's what makes us a human. It's also fair for us to choose and be happy sometimes. Even though we don't really have much of a choice in this industry." I added.

Now, I just got too emotional and sentimental with that speech, I know. It sent shivers down my spine, to be honest. I'm not really used to speaking this deep because the boys doesn't usually have this kind of conversation, but I guess I'm not that bad about it too.

The atmosphere between us went quite again. She did not answer on what I said. Did I say something wrong? Does she think I'm bad, because I basically said it's alright to go against company rules sometimes? Does she think I'm a bad influence on her? I'VE BEEN THINKING ON SO MANY THINGS JUST TODAY!

"There's a new cafè nearby, you wanna stop over?" I asked in order to make things light and feel right again.

It's far from the ambiance of the cafè she used to attend, but I think she'll like it. It's kind of an art museum cafè. There are paintings everywhere and everything you look at is basically made of art and is a masterpiece. It's a very calming and nice place. I went there twice already and the staffs are really nice, too.

"Maybe next time" now ... my offer did not just get turned down, didn't it? Pity. She would've loved it there.

It's my turn to sigh now. I really shouldn't have asked her out today. Maybe something happened which stressed her out and now I'm out here adding to that stress that's she's feeling.

"You know what, I remember, I really have to run an errand today." she said when she turned her attention to me.

Now, she has to leave. I'm starting to get really concerned about that 'business' of hers that she doesn't think is hers. Because if that business isn't really her business, then congrats because I think it's her business now.

"I have to go. This is really urgent." She added before standing up and walking faster towards her car. Not even paying me a second look before driving away.

She didn't look like it was my fault, but my mind says otherwise. Maybe I shouldn't have asked about it.

So did I just waste her time like that? Did I just wait for an hour to waste her time like that?

What happened before she went to see me? What is it that was bothering her?

Now, what exactly am I thinking about and why am I so bothered now, as well?

To refrain myself from getting bothered even more, I decided to just stand up and go home. I didn't do anything productive today.

When I stood up, I saw a hooded black figure behind my car.

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