Beauty Amid Chaos [DahMin]

Chapter 19 - Kim Dahyun

"Have you ever opened up to your members?" Jimin unknowingly asked me.

We decided to take a walk for a while. It's weekend and there are lot of people. I know what we are doing is dangerous but I'm confident no one would notice the two of us.

"I did.. In 4 years maybe I did 2 or 3 times.. Haha" I laughed with no sense of humor at the end.

"Why?" He asked.

I don't know why is he so curious about this. He's lucky that I trust him enough to say this words.

"I know they have their own problems. Our group have been struggling a lot. People can see how happy we are in front of the camera. But never did when it's off cam. I witnessed their breakdowns. I witnessed them crying because of anxiety. I don't want to add on it." I told him while my eyes are on my feet while walking.

"I'll be here to listen, but I'll never share my problems with them. Those 2 to 3 times of opening my self up to them are rare. It's not even about myself but about my brother and that man" I added.

"I understand.. But don't you think you need to open yourself to them?" He asked. Eyes on me. I can see it through peripheral vision.

"I tried so many times but I failed. Seeing them problematic squeezes my heart already. That's why I chose to cry on my self alone whenever I'm having breakdowns and such." I answered and looked at him.

"Besides, they know me. I won't open up unless I feel comfortable with it. They know me as the most secretive member. They never meddle with it." I added.

"Then why are you saying this to me?" He asked. Almost making me halt from my steps.

"To be honest, I don't know as well. But you know, you have this angelic aura making people around you comfortable." I honestly told him.

"Does Jackson hyung and Yugyeom knows about you breakdowns?" He asked AGAIN.

"Some of them. I don't want to tell them as well because Jackson oppa might over react and Yugyeom is in contact with my parents. But sometimes when they knew about my breakdowns, they chose to stay quiet with me. They know how much silence helps me."

He just nodded.

A long but comforting silence occurred while we are walking.

"If that's the case then feel free to open up to me" He told me. As if he have thought about it for so long. He's even scratching his nape.

I just gave him a sincere smile.

"Ahri.." I unknowingly said after seing a dog pass by

"Excuse me?" Jimin asked.

"Who's Ahri?" He added.

"my dog." I answered and smiled while my eyes are following the dog.

"You have dog?"

"I thought you're scared?"

He asked me. But how does he know this things?

"How do you know?" I asked. Is he Perhaps, my stalker?

No. Why would he stalk me.

"weekly idol. You're with Jackson hyung that time. When you have task about dogs but you're so scared." He told me.

Funny how he remembered it. It was like 3 years ago.

"Exactly."

"I am scared of dogs. Everyone knows that. But on my birthday same that year, Got7 gave me a dog for a gift. It's Ahri. They told me that I don't have to be scared with dogs because they're like best friends."

"But as far as I know Yugyeom has allergy to furs and dusts?" He asked me.

Seriously? Why does he know these things? For someone who is god damn busy, I don't think he has time to watch variety shows.

"Yup. But he loves dogs. He has a dog actually named Dalkyum. He can't resist dog's charm that's why he always has his allergy pills with him." I told him.

I had the same situation with Yugyeom, I had a hard time resisting Ahri's charms.

"It took me some time before finally coping out with him. Ahri"

I told him. Comfortably. Even though it's kinda out of topic. I wanted to keep the conversation going.

"You treasured him?" He asked a stupid question.

"Of course I did. He's my first dog. He became a friend of mine. When TWICE members aren't around on holidays, he's with me. He's my rest. Whenever I visit him, seeing him wag his tails because of me warms my heart so much. It's my kind of rest. " I answered.

"Where is he then?" He asked.

We now arrived at a park with no children. Maybe because it's late already.

"He's on my brother. At our home town. Gyonggi-do." I said, sadness evident in my voice.

"But why?" He asked while sitting at the swing.

"Yeah. Why are you two here?" A voice butt in.

I know that voice.

No way.

"Nayeon unnie."

I froze upon realizations. Jimin's stunned as well.

She's with Jinyoung oppa, Namjoon oppa, and Jihyo unnie.

That's why I felt someone watching me at the cafè.

It's them.

"Jimin." Namjoon oppa called Jimin. He sounds so scary and it feels like he's fuming mad.

"we are going home." Jihyo unnie told me before grabbing my hand recklessly pulling my away.

"wait wait wait!" I told him trying to remove her hands but No.

While getting dragged, I felt Namjoon oppa and Jimin's heavy steps behind us.

What are we? A child?

No. Wait. I don't understand.

Why are they mad just because I'm with Jimin? Yes I know they're mad.

I can clearly see Jinyoung oppa's eyes expressing how mad he is.

Nayeon unnie looks so scared but annoyed at the same time.

We can't pick a scene here that's why I did not try to stop them anymore.

They're dragging me towards the cafè's parking lot where our cars are parked.

Why didn't I see Jinyoung oppa's Car here a while ago.

Jihyo unnie is driving my car with me.

Jinyoung oppa and Nayeon unnie in his car

And Namjoon hyung and Jimin in his car.

This might probably go to an interrogation.

I just want to stay away from reality.