Beauty Amid Chaos [DahMin]

Chapter 22 - Missing You

DAHYUN

As usual, it was a masterpiece again.

I am talking about BTS' recent release. The beat is catchy the mv is colorful and the message of the song is nice.

Oh how I wish our comeback would be this successful as well.

It has been more than a week since BTS released their song. I congratulated them via text. I hope the other members did too.

We are coming back the day after tomorrow and I will not deny that I am afraid of what might happen or what might people react. We used too much CGs and Green screens. I know our fans would be so furious about it.

I am not just worried about the reactions we may get through the music video but also, I am much more worried to Mina unnie and Jihyo unnie. Jihyo unnie received so much hate recently because of a fake news that was Leaked by an anti and Mina unnie's starting to feel anxiety.

Nayeon unnie's creepy stalker is getting dangerous as well and Chaeyoung's contact number was leaked by a stalker.

Everything that is happening is getting scary day by day. The members have been extremely scared and is experiencing anxiety about it.

I want to be strong for them, I should stay strong for them, I will stay strong for them.

I might have personal problems as well but I believe I can handle everything on my own. I shouldn't be thinking about myself and the words people are throwing to me right now, I should just be thinking of our ONCEs and TWICE members.

Even though what they are saying to me is painful as hell. It is painful. But I'll keep everything to myself. Like how I use to be.

"Here are your schedules. The promotions, music shows, variety shows are included there already. Ask me when you need something" Our pinky manager told us the list of our upcoming schedules. While I was zoning out.

I did not expect this to be this much.

I immediately looked at Mina unnie whom we can see crying almost everyday because of anxiety.

We didn't know when it started but she felt like she's not needed and she felt so useless. She felt like she's a burden to the group when she's clearly not.

Preparing for the comeback isn't easy for her that's why I am staying with her and Jihyo unnie when I can. Chaeyoung and Nayeon unnie said that they can manage. I'm not sure if they really can but I trust them.

Now, the members' attention is focused on Mina unnie and Jihyo unnie. But Jihyo unnie is trying to protect and make Mina unnie feel loved and appreciated as well.

The words they're throwing to me, to us, may be painful but there's nothing else in this world right now that can be painful more than seeing them like this.

I held Mina unnie's hands as Chaeyoung held the other. "Mina unnie I love you..." I told her.

As much as possible, I wanted to show her, show them that they are loved. That there are persons in this world who loves them.

She smiled at me sincerely but I can see pain through her eyes. Her eyes reflected my eyes that no one sees. But I do.

We arrived at the dorm a little late that's why they decided to sleep already.

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Third Person

Everyone is asleep but not Dahyun. She's widely awake in the middle of the night. She just can't sleep, she took her pills already but she still can't that's why she decided to check them in their respective room. She even kissed Mina and Jihyo's forehead before going out.