Hold Me, Don't Let Go

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Samantha didn't have any scenes to film on day #3. She stayed in her trailer not really wanting to do anything. She couldn't stop thinking about Daniel. From him stopping her at her door "Sam?" She unlocked her door before looking at him "yes Daniel?" Her eyes shifted from his eyes down to his lips while her breathing became uneven when she saw him leaning in. To when he kissed her. Within seconds their lips were connected. Her back was against the door as her hand was caressing his cheek. She reached her hand back on the door knob when her phone rung causing her to pull away. To when he poured his heart out to her. "Is it over? Daniel asked with her nodding. "Good because you deserve better and I'm not sure if this is too soon to tell you this but I'm in love with you" tears were welling up in her eyes as he spilled his heart out. "I'm in love with your smile, your eyes, your laughter, personality, just everything about you. You don't have to say anything. You don't have to feel the same way at this moment because I know you have a lot going on. Just know that I'll wait for you. You are worth the wait Sam" A tear fell from her eyes. "I just want to give you all of me" he placed his hand against her cheek caressing it. "You're so damn beautiful and I'll remind you every day if I have to" he was melting her heart. "When you're ready I will be more than happy to make you my woman." She couldn't stop thinking about it. She knew how she was feeling. She knew things are only gonna get more complicated throughout each episode they'll film together. She left her trailer to go to the Crenshaw part of set. They were filming the football scenes. She stood back to watch. Her phone vibrated in her pocket. She saw it was Alec calling her. "Nice job Daniel" she looked up at Daniel who was laugh with Spence. She placed her phone in her back pocket. "Sam" she looked over her shoulder. "Here's the scripts for How Come and Teenage Love" a crew member gave her. "Thanks.." she was curious about whats happening between Spelivia. She sat down on the bleachers to go over the script. She noticed most of her scenes are with Daniel. When she got to Teenage Love she was so anxious. She needed to know what happened in Vegas. "Hey sis" Geffri walked over and sat down next to her. "Hey..." Samantha looked on the field. Geffri glanced over at her before a smile formed on her face. "I see you're checking out Daniel" Samantha tried to act clueless "I am not" Samantha told her. Like most of the cast, Geffri knew Sam was lying. "Save it Sam. Your nose is growing. You're a terrible liar. It's okay to like him. Daniel is cute and I know he would treat you right" Samantha looked down with the corner of her lips forming up a little. "You deserve to be happy but you don't think you do. So you settle. Don't settle because that'll make things worse. I know you don't want to hurt Alec but staying with someone who you don't see a future with is miserable" Geffri told her. "My last relationship broke me... I gave him everything just for him to take it and run to another woman with it. Felt so humiliated. I love Alec but..." Geffri gave her a nod "go ahead and say it Sam" Samantha sighed before saying "I'm not in love with him...." That was the first time she was completely honest with herself in awhile. It was like a huge weight lifted off her chest. "I'm not about to tell you what to do because this is your life but if you are in love with Daniel then you need to end it with Alec. Leaving Alec for Daniel is a shot towards happiness" Samantha looked at her "You deserve to be happy. Fuck Philophobia. Fuck Anxiety. Fuck whatever it is that's stopping you from being happy" she said to Samantha. " I thought I was... I think it's the way he looks at me. It's like I know I'm safe when I know his eyes are on me. It's hard to explain and I fear so much even though I know he wouldn't hurt me. It's so confusing. Each script that they give me I get heavy anxiety because I'm just waiting to see what's gonna happen between our characters. Like.. us kissing or something. I don't think I can hold back next time if we kiss. I was ready to go all in if Alec hadn't called to ruin the moment...." she trailed. Both Geffri and Samantha looked at the field seeing Daniel walk off the field since they were done filming. "But um.. I have to get back to my trailer" Geffri giggled knowing Sam was about to go talk to Daniel. Sam stood up and was about to walk down the bleachers. "Sam?" Samantha looked down at her "Finally you're being honest. Now it's time to be honest with both men. Go on and be happy" she gave Geffri a lopsided smile with a nod before she walked down the bleachers.

Samantha was walking towards Daniel's trailer when Alec was calling her. This time she answered "Hey you...." she trailed off. "Hey you? Not hey babe?" She rolled her eyes before remaining silent. "I guess you're not in the mood to talk to me. Let me guess it's Daniel—" she cut him off. "Why is that every time there's an issue you are always blaming Daniel? You need to understand that Daniel is someone who is important in my life whether if you like it or not. He is never disrespectful towards you but you are always disrespecting him. Why is that? Are you jealous?" Alec didn't like the sound of her accusing him of jealousy. "There's nothing to be jealous about when I have you. If anyone is jealous is the Brit" he told her. "Wow.. typical white boy. For the record that Brit makes me happy" she told him. "Maybe I should call you later—" she cut him off "or not. I'm not feeling you right now" she told him. "I'll come to set tomorrow or the day after" he told her. "Yeah whatever" he sighed. "We need to talk face to face. Sam.. I don't want to fight. I'm fucking sorry for calling the dude a Brit just..dont do anything without thinking" he told her. Alec biggest fear is losing Samantha. They have took breaks here and there but to have an actual break up scares him. He is in love with her and he just feels like it's one sided. "Why don't you just tell me over the phone" she told him. "Because it's better to do it in person and I get to see your beautiful self. I love you Sam" she saw Daniel walking out of his trailer. "Love you too, bye" she hung up. "Hi..." Daniel looked over his shoulder seeing Sam walking up to him. "Hey Sam..." she wrapped her arms around his neck before resting her head against his chest. Slowly Daniel wrapped his arms around her. "I know you're probably upset with me..again. Which is totally understandable but I just need you to hold me and not let go. Please don't let me go..." she said in a whisper. "I won't Sam."

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