The Little Scared Girl.

My Beloved.

What is more depressing that you don't have a father and siblings or the  people you loved and trusted leaving you like you never existed .... or to see the love of your life go and leaving you behind _ leaving you to die ...

Why everyone loves to leave .... don't they feel pain don't they feel broken ?

I was thinking this way and a water drop fell on the page ... reminding me that I was writing my story so I wipe off my tears and continued writing ...

So about the most tragic moment of my life ... yeah first how did it happened and why ?
While I was living my life alone in school a new admission came into our school ...
The first time we met was an incident I was in the girls washroom and suddenly I heard the bell so I didn't wanted to be late for my class so I started rushing for things and when I opened the door of the washroom my eyes was looking in my bag cause I was trying to find my cell phone and there I bumped into him .... I fell in his arms and then there was a moment of silence ....

He was a tall _ handsome guy his blonde hairs and blue crstal eyes made me fell for him at once  ... he was looking staright into my eyes and suddenly I realised that I was in his arms so pushing his hands I tried to stand up , cleard my throat and started making my shirt proper  .....

Probably I didn't wanted to say anything because it was an awkward moment and I picked up my bag and a took a step backwark but a voice came as a took one more step

He asked:
Hey girl can you tell me way to this class room ?

There was something in his voice he made my heart go fly I didn't wanted to look cause I was blushing so I keep moving forward ignoring his voice... 
Heyyy ... He shouted

But I didn't wanted him to see me blushing so I probably started running and finally I was in my class room ....

I took my seat and the class started ...  there was the most awkward moment anyone can ever have ...

He was standing at the door of our class room .. it was moment when I realized that he was in my class .. and that we are gonna share the same class rooms ...
He gave a look to the class and all the students and there his eyes strike on me ... he came close to me ... it made my heart jump  but then he took a seat just opposite to mine ....

And the moment when he whispered was like heaven
Hey girl you ditched me early ...

I gave him a surprised look and I replied
Sorry are you talking to me ?

Hehe Yes! barbie, by the way my name is Liam ...

I still remember his words and and that time it felt like ...
OMG he just didn't call me barbie did he ...
I gave him closed mouth smile
And added
Good for you.
Cause at that time I didn't knew how to act ... and actually I was out of words ...

Then these things kept on happening like he calling me barbie and I use to give him a close mouth smile
After then we became friends and good one or you can say we became more than just friends.... we used to tease eachother and he use to call me barbie

And after a month and more I was sure about my feelings for him and it was of love .... yes I started feeling something special from the very first day but I took it as attraction but then it changed to love ... when I got to know him _ he had such a nice heart ... he told me that he likes me and said more alike things all buttering type ... and I really fell for it ...