popular people have secrets as well

feelings

Dan's POV

Phil's house looked much nicer than my house.A lovely smell of oranges and fruit was downstairs, like someone was making a fruit salad.I smiled at Phil who was taking his shoes off.Then all I could smell was feet.I covered my nose with my sleeve and chuckled.He pointed at my shoes "You need to take them off,otherwise my mam will go crazy" he said smirking.After I took my shoes off and laughed about the smell of our feet,Phil took me upstairs. He turned left at the landing,into a room with a sign on saying 'Phil's room! RAWR!' I smiled again at his childishness.His room could easily hold 6 people in,so it was quite big.He sat on his bed and patted next to him.I sat next to him,and leaned against the wall.His room was full of posters,lions,bands,Pokémon and a few anime drawings.Phil leaned back on the wall too.As he moved back his arm brushed against mine and I felt a blush appearing on my cheeks.What? Brain what are you doing? He accidentally touched your arm and you make me blush? I hid my face in my hands as I felt Phil turning to look at me."Dan you said you had loads to tell me and all we have talked about is video games and feet" he said,still looking at me.I moved my hands hoping the blush had left my cheeks.I smiled at his confused face "Well Phil you asked me how I know I'm gay? And well other stuff like that?" I said slowly.He nodded,looking embarrassed "My parents are out,plus they know I'm gay anyways" Phil said reassuringly. I nodded as a thank you and carried on "well I kinda have feelings for someone,well like I find them attractive but well I don't really know if I have a chance and well yeah I'm scared" I said quicker,hiding my face in my hands again after I said it.After a few minutes of silence i moved my hands and looked at Phil.He was smiling at me,and put his hand on my shoulder."Trust me,I know how that feels,I'm kinda going through the same thing" he said.Great so the guy I kinda like likes someone.Great.Just fabulous.I sighed quietly.Wait.I kinda like Phil??? Was it even a kinda anymore? Did I like Phil? I looked at him,bright blue eyes,dark hair that rested perfectly and his smile,so wide and pure.And didn't judge me when I said I was depressed...He said he was also depressed.This boy shouldn't be depressed I thought to myself.He was...well perfect."How long have you known the boy you kinda like?" I heard Phil ask.I didn't want to answer because I know it would make it obvious so I just stayed quiet "I've liked the boy I kinda like since yesterday" he said,looking at his lap.That could be anyone I thought "So,this guy goes to our school" I said and looked at him.He moved his hand and placed it in between his thigh and mine."Yeah" he said.Oh fuck it.He was being open with me.I sighed deeply "I've liked and well only known the guy I like since yesterday as well" I said,then looked towards the door.Another picture was on the door of Phil and a baby.He looked really happy and amazed which made me smile,forgetting what I had just told Phil.I felt his arm go over my shoulder,pulling me closer towards him.I looked at him confused."Describe him,the boy you like" he said looking into my eyes."Well he is like beautiful but in a extraordinary way,his eyes are bright and his hair so dark and looks amazing.He seems caring and is somehow very quiet" I said.
We were both looking at each other, he looked at my lips and leaned in slowly, closing his eyes.