Phils POV
I decided to turn off my phone. I didn't want to be dealing with Dan, he was acting off all week and I had to get over him. I couldn't like him, it would ruin everything. I just wanted to stay in bed, watch buffy and eat icecream, so that's what I did.
I knew he would just rant for 10 minutes but then watch an Anime and calm down.
I woke up friday around 12pm.
I felt weird. Like something was wrong.
I ignored it, it was probably just off the two tubs of icecream.
I checked my phone, it was habit, I always checked it when I woke up.
6 unread messages
Dan only ever leaves 2 messages, one saying how I'm annoying and the other saying that he loves me and that he is going to sleep.
I sat up anxiously and checked my messages.
No.
No no no.
Dan had tried to kill himself...And he might have done it successfully.
The guilt in me felt like a knife through my chest. Wasps attacked my stomach and a mass of tears came in buckets.
I stumbled out of my bed, my vision blurry and tried ringing him.
No answer. No answer.
I tried to shout to someone, anyone, to see if Dan was okay.
But no words come out.
Only puke.
And then I blacked out.
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