Collared and Handcuffed

Chapter 9

When a Gerard got back he gave Frank his food wordlessly and sat across from him.

Frank took a bite out of his veggie burger before he looked at Gerard with furrowed eyebrows "what's wrong darling"

Gerard shrugged, his food on the desk untouched, Frank put his food down "come here" he said sternly.

Gerard looked up and got off his chair as he stood next to Frank, Frank took his hand and made Gerard sit on his lap.

Franks arms wrap around Gerard's waist "what's wrong darling, talk to me"

Gerard fiddled with his fingers "are we...a-are we boyfriends"

There was silence as Frank looked ahead, not saying anything, not sure of what to say.

Tears brimmed Gerard's eyes as he looked at Frank "w-well"

Frank looked up at Gerard and sighed "no, we're not boyfriends" he said softly.

Gerard nods his head before he got off Franks lap and ran to the bathroom.

Franks sighed as the door shut, he rubbed his eyes softly and stood up before walking to the bathroom.

"Gerard, darling come out please" Frank asked as he leaned against the wall.

There was no reply, Frank put his ear against the door to hear sniffling and soft sobs.

"Listen to your master and get out here" Frank said sternly, he didn't wanna be like this but he had to.

The door unlocked and the door opened, Gerard stepped out looking down at his shoes, Frank took his hand softly "Gerard what's wrong, why are you crying darling"

Gerard sniffles and shakes his head, Frank pulled Gerard over to the leather couch against the wall and sat down "come on Gerard tell me what's wrong, why did it bother you when I said we weren't boyfriends"

Gerard sighed "I'm real embarrassed Mr Iero, it's just...I know you only asked me to be your submissive b-but I thought it would be a little different, I'm 19 and I've never had a boyfriend, I've had assholes that use me when I thought they were my boyfriend, that's why I asked, I lost my virginity when I was 16 to an asshole who made me feel pretty when I wasn't, I was a fat kid in high school, for the past year after graduation I spent so much time trying to look skinny and pretty but I'm just not" Gerard sobbed out.

Frank put his arm around Gerard's shoulder "hey hey hey, please don't say that about yourself, I think you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen, you so beautiful is unbelievable, you're right you're not pretty" he whispered making Gerard look at him sadly.

Frank smiled softly and caressed his cheek "you're fucking stunning darling"

Gerard smiled softly as Frank pulled him close, Frank kissed his head softly and rubbed Gerard's knee softly.

Gerard turns his head and looks at Frank curiously "why can't we be boyfriends then"

Frank sighed "it's a long story darling" he whispered sadly, Gerard turned his whole body's to Frank "w-well we've got some time to spare, who hurt you Frankie"

Frank sighed and leaned his head on Gerard's shoulder "I was 14 when we met, I fell in love with him, done everything and anything with him, we were in love, well so I thought, after graduation I proposed, I was so nervous but I was so excited, I was only 18 but I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life"

The last sentence hurt Gerard but he didn't let it show.

"Anyway he said no, I was so embarrassed, w-we had an apartment together, it was shitty but it was home, after he said no and ran back to the apartment I decided that I'd try and talk to him, make it all better"

Frank took a deep breath as Gerard took Franks hand in his "but it was too late, he had packed his things and he was gone, he blocked my number and made sure I couldn't contact him, he had left me a note, to summarise it said he didn't love me, it's wasn't meant to go this far and that he didn't want to be with me to begin with"

Gerard gulped "is that why you don't wanna cuddle or be in a relationship with me" he asked, Frank lifts his head from Gerard's shoulder "I wanna be with you but I don't wanna be hurt again"

Gerard nods his head "I get that" he replied before he kissed Franks cheek "all I have to say is that guy is a fucking idiot, you're amazing and he's definitely missed out"

Frank nods his head "I'm kinda glad he didn't say yes though because yes he was pretty but you're beautiful" he whispered.

Gerard giggled and moved Franks fringe out of his face a little "you're so handsome" he said softly.

Frank pressed his lips against Gerard's softly "can I fuck you over my desk" he asked lowly making Gerard giggle and shiver "yes please master"