Collared and Handcuffed

Chapter 20

Frank groaned and laid onto Gerard's chest, Gerard was panting as he played with Franks hair "baby, you are so amazing"

Gerard sighed and wrapped his arms around Franks shoulders "I love you" he mumbled as he played with Franks hair.

Frank sat up and pressed his lips to Gerard before pulling away a couple of seconds "I'm gonna go shower" he whispered making Gerard smirk "can I come with you"

Frank smirked "come on then"

******

When they got out of the showed Frank stretched and groaned making Gerard giggle "what's wrong"

Frank sighed "my back and shoulders are killing me"

Gerard giggled as he pulled on a pair of panties and shorts "ok lay down on your stomach"

Frank pulled on his boxers before laying down on the bed face down.

Gerard sat on his lower back and started massaging Franks shoulders.

The older man groaned in delight as Gerard digs his thumbs and the heal of his hands into all the right places.

"Fuck this is almost better than sex"

Gerard chuckled and got off Frank "I hope that helped"

Frank laid his head on Gerard's chest and snuggled in close "it really did, thank you"

Frank got back up quickly "before we cuddle I'm gonna go get a glass of water"

Gerard nods his head before he pulled out his phone, he scrolled through Instagram until he got a text.

He was tempted to ignore it but he couldn't help himself.

Unknown: Assuming Frank hasn't told you about his big secret, Frank Anthony Iero is HIV positive!

Gerard furrowed his eyebrows and sat up, his heart was racing as Frank came back into the room.

"Hey I brought you a glass as well, I wasn't too sure if you wanted one too" he said as he put them down.

Gerard looked up at Frank nervously and turned his phone to Frank who took it softly.

Once he read it he sighed "is it true" Gerard asked.

Frank put his phone down onto the bed as he slowly nods his head, Gerard's heart started racing as he got out of bed "what the fuck Frank, why wouldn't you tell me"

Frank looked at Gerard sadly, his eyes filling with tears "please Gerard I'm so sorry, I was gonna tell you but I was so scared"

Gerard ran his hand through his hair "how long have you known"

Frank sighed and looked down at the ground "4 years, I got a call a couple of weeks ago, it's formed into AIDS"

"Oh fuck" Gerard whispered out as he put his head in his hands.

Frank walked around the other side of the bed "baby please, I'm so sorry"

Frank goes to put his hands on Gerard but he stepped back "I-I need to get tested, I can't believe you would still have unprotected sex with me still knowing you could give me something!"

Franks bottom lip shook "I'm sorry Gerard, please don't leave me" he whimpered out.

Gerard's heart was breaking, Frank coming close to tears and the fact Frank lied.

Gerard shakes his head "I-I need a couple days break, we need a couple days break, I need to think"

Frank nods his head "t-take as many days a-as you need"

Gerard nods his head "I think that it's best you go"

Frank gulped and nods his head he pulled his clothes on as Gerard found a random hoodie.

Once they got downstairs Frank turned to Gerard "c-can I get a kiss, just in case" he whispered sadly.

Gerard wrapped his arms around Franks shoulder and pressed his lips to Franks softly.

One of Franks arms wrapped around Gerard's lower back as he other rests on the back of Gerard's head.

The kiss was passionate and full of love, both men didn't wanna let go but they knew they had too.

The two of them pulled away and stepped back "can I call you later"

Gerard shakes his head "I just need a couple days off work, away from all the stress and away from..."

Franks heart broke "from me" he whispered before nodding his head.

Frank turned around and left the house, once his car drove away Gerard started to cry, he falls to his knees and cried on the floor.

Frank on the other hand was keeping it together but he knew he's loose it when he was alone.

Which is what he done.

When he got back to his home he didn't wanna see anyone so he went straight to his room, he locked the door and crawled into bed, he laid on Gerard's side of the bed before he broke down.

He sobbed into the pillow that still smelled like Gerard, he couldn't help himself, he needed his baby, he needed to see his cute little face.