I'm sorry ~ Luke Hemmings

Chapter 20- confusion

{I guess you could say this has mild smut in it, I wouldn't consider it smut but some people would so just a warning 💕}

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**lukes pov**

After the concert, we both decided to sleep since we were pretty tired.
Y/n went to go shower first so I stripped off and put my sweatpants on.

When y/n came back, she literally jumped on top of me.
"Thank you"
"Anything for you, now let's sleep"
And with that, I pulled her tightly into my arms and we instantly fell asleep.

*morning*

When I woke up, I just lay there thinking about how perfect y/n is, everything about her is just so perfect. The way she laughs, how she looks without makeup, her eyes, her body, her personality. She's just unbelievably perfect. It broke my heart to know about the cutting and if I made her feel pressured maybe she would do it again. It was my fault she tried to kill herself and I'll never forgive myself but I will make it work with us. I have to, I don't know what I'd do without her.

I turned my head to feel a sharp pain on my ear
"Ouch!"
She started laughing, damn that laugh will be the death of me.
"Sorry, I thought you were asleep."
"So you slap my ear?"
"It was supposed to wake you up"
"Or kill me, ouch"
"Sorry"
"You're mean, you have to make me food now."
"UGH fine!"

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Y/n definitely made the best waffles. Mine were gone in a split second so I tried stealing y/n's.
"LUUUUKKKKKEEEE NOOOO"
"Y/N WHYYYYY?"
"THEY'RE MINNEEEE. Get your own, greedy"
"I ate mine" I pouted
"Well that's your fault don't touch my food unless you want to lose your fingers!"
"Oh" I smirked
"LUUUKKEEEEEEE"
I noticed her blushing and it was the cutest thing ever.
"Hate you" she hid her face in her hands
"Love you too, get dressed I wanna go out"
"We should invite the boys over now"
I sighed. Honestly? I wanted some alone time with y/n first.
"Fiiinneee"
"Call them, I'm going to take a shower"
"You had one last night!"
"Well I want another one, see you soon Lukey"
"STOPPPPP"
"KAYYY"

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**Your POV**

Ash arrived at about 2pm and cal and Mikey arrived not long after
"PARTAAYYYYY" Mikey ran in carrying bags full of alcohol and junk food.
"LUKEEEE I said invite them over, not tell them there's a party, Jesus Christ"
"Hey don't put this one on me, Michael just likes food."
Michael started laughing, "true"
"Y/n PLEASEEEE CAN WE INVITE PEOPLE OVER?!" I'm sure Mikey was a little kid. Jesus.
"FIIINNNEEE but they have to be out in 3 hours."
"YAYY" all the boys ran up to me and pulled me into a warm -and extremely tight- embrace.
"Guys. Can't. Breathe. Currently. Dying."
"Sorry, let's go make some phone calls"
"YAYYY"

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I literally knew like no people at this party, it was my house and it was full of sluts grinding on people. I was standing pouring myself a drink when I felt someone grab me.
The only thing I could think to do was scream "AAAAGGHH"
"It's okay be quiet. Come dance with me."
I definitely didn't recognise the voice but it was obviously male. He turned me so I was facing him, I would be lying if I said he wasn't attractive but he had nothing on Luke, or any of the boys. He turned my back around so that my back was facing him he suddenly grabbed my hips, pulled me back hard and ground into me. I could feel his obvious erection pressing against me. To say I was uncomfortable would be an understatement..
I tried to move away but his grip on me was way too tight.
I heard a smacking noise and his grip loosened, I moved away quickly and turned to see something I couldn't believe.

I FINALLY UPDATED WHOOO ITS STILL CRAP BUT WHATEVERRR
I have made a 5sos Instagrammm.
🍃Wanna follow?😏
@http.harderhemmo-5sos account
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🌐Twitter:
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👻My snapchat:
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ALSO LETS APPRECIATE HOW FRICKITY FRACKITY HAPPY MIKEY IS TO BE IN JAPAN ITS SO FRICKING ADORABLE ASGFGSJDBDJSNSJ